what are we striving for.. what are we tryin to achieve?

oh it's been a damn long time since i blogged.. no i did not give up blogging!! hahaa.. lemme recall.. this 2 weeks hav been quite a "downtime" for me.. downtime does not hold the same meaning as system downtime where system is not workin.. but my downtime meant feeling v.down~ and very tired~ but still workin! hai.. so sian..

perhaps this is the common problem of most ppl in this society nowadays.. always thinkin of running away! hahaahaa... but seems like living in such a society, there is no way out de.. why do people work so hard for? for money to earn a living? for a sense of satisfaction at work when your boss give u a pad on your shoulder says "well done" to u? or just because you cannot dun work? why do i need to get myself in such a poor state to pay the school fees, when after i get my degree, i will continue this kinda life? for a better life? what kinda better life? or issit juz for the money? hmmm come to tink of it, even if u are not in this society, but in some deserts or countryside, ppl also hav to slog their life and yet dun even get to eat a proper meal with rice at all.. and wad are they achieving? or those rich people who are born with a silver spoon.. they spend money as easily as breathing a breath of air.. and wad else do they achieve? millions in business? and then..? err.. where am i gettin.. haiya i duno.. i think i'm writing nonsense again.