music: Tong En - 本来

hoho.. first time went KTV with Huiqiong ytd.. initially juz both of us.. then she say scared diao there no songs to sing.. so she asked her bf along.. then i tot hmmm if lidat i sure sian.. so i asked Dez along.. hahaha.. he sing so well.. i go whichever ktv oso wana jio him leh.. hahaa.. whether he noe the pple anot.. keke.. he dun mind gg aniwae mah.. heehee.. four of us.. sang til 10plus loh.. then dez and i went swensen to sit awhile.. until midnite... coz he havent eat leh.. then we mentioned 2E7.. first thing he reminded me is.. the guy who got drunk drinking jolly shandy .. -_- who else but the impossible sze tek.. champions .. and then dez starts imitating chinseng.. xiao si wo~~ he sounded so alike! hahahaaa then i keep laffing until i bth.. ahahaa..

today he fly off to bangkok le.. FOR HOLIDAYS! so syok~~~ tink he into THAI recently ler.. ahaha.. unlike me, stil hav to come work.. ltr stil got classes at nite.. -_-" why why why.. when issit my turn to go for a break? taiwan.. i stil havent been there yet!! argh.. aiya oh ya.. ytd forgot to take a photo of four of us.. hehee.. else can attach here.. coz huiqiong juz permed her hair.. shld take photo with her! aiya.. wasted =D

巧韵, 祝你生日快乐 !!

ytd was celebration for cheauyuin.. hmm her actuali bdae is today la.. first time we celebratin for her.. though we flooded alotta mails.. but initially onli a few replied to say can go.. then.. i tot wahhh cham.. but in d end all turned up wor.. except beng who's on MC la.. heehe.. eleven of us.. ate at NYDC @ HMV.. haha.. and with erick's taiwan green tea mua ji as our desert.. ahhaaha.. aniwae i guess in future, we all no nid to plan any more surprises le la.. coz all of us not stupid wan.. ahahahaa none of the surprises worked leh.. ahahahaa all failures.. sianz.. hahaa.. though no surprise le, but jus hope she like the present i got for her la.. coz i myself liked tat alot.. wahahaa.. almost dun wana give her and save it for myself.. hahaa.. after dinner, we all squeezed onto ericlim and steven's cars.. they sent all of us home.. hoho thanks ar.. but then actuali 应该 wan la.. ahahahahahahaa... =p (steven, i noe u wana say no nid thanks juz give u 5bucks rte.. ahahahhaa)

music: Sun Yanzi - 心愿

hohoho.. time to update my blog with fotos again!
=D met up with lui on saturday.. ahahaa..
shopping spree every mth after payday..
keke.. bought things i'm supposed to buy..
wallet, concealer, jaychou + yanzi albums, a fren's bdae gift..
ahahahaa... all within 20bucks de budget each..^.^
then had a fulfiling dinner @ Sakae Sushi! hehee..
yummy yummy... but i tink need to run for another 1hr le..=D

Takin a Walk Down My Memory Lane Part 5 - Having Fun (2002 to 2005)

Part 5 - (2002 to 2005)
Alot happened during this period.. a very happening period.. ups and downs..

-- Get in Touch --
On one of my birthdays during tis period.. i got back in contact with my dear secondary school frenz.. hmm i duno.. but those gd frenz u known from school are the closest u feel at heart..perhaps coz u all seen each other grown up? haha.. they celebrated for me at Cosy Bay.. one of our fav. hangouts at nite.. and it started my frequent late nite-outs.. with Jun, Yong, Dez, Ngiam, Hui, Boo.. we normally hangout at nite.. places like geylang(oh the yummy porridge and beef horfun and you tiao da wang), changi airport($7 nasi lemak!), kallang(爱情桥 hahaa...), orchard(alleybar), bugis(CAN Cafe) many prata stalls.. but i believe the best was still KTV sessions with them.. every one or two weeks! hey.. they can reali sing well!! hahaa duno how much $ we've 'donated' to k-box and partyworld!! jun and yong wil always drive out.. and send us home one by one.. even though they themselves are dead beat.. haa.. btw.. we had a KL and Genting trip too.. wow.. it was my first trip out with frenz~! oh and how can i forget.. another hangout place.. oso outta singapore oh... ahaha.. SENTOSA! beach volleyball!! =D i oso joined them for new year and xmas countdown sessions.. this group of frenz always hav some new ideas abt where to go ^.^

-- My First Job --
Soon after graduating, I joined Singtel.. hah.. it was an agent contract job.. introduced by Shirley, my poly fren.. coz she works as a consultant at an employment agency.. peipei and i both got in together! haha.. difficult to imagine i can work with my classmate after graduation!! =D I was mentally prepared to face new challenges.. and i told myself to work hard, seriously.. but outta expectations.. the workin environment there was basically crazy!! ahahaa.. crazily fun and unforgettable and impossible.. why do i say tat??? well, lemme briefly introduce the ppl there.. a super huge group oh.. "leaded" by a kappa boss.. hahaa.. wads kappa? it's nt the sports brand oh.. it's for us to noe, and u to find out.. i'm nt explaining! =D and rest of pple.. hmmm it's kinda difficult to list out the timeline, but lemme try my best la.. =D

-- Introduction --
the first few i know at this workplace..
weehyong(my 1st TL who helped me alot alot),
joeychong(my first neighbour..seated beside me),
siewying(the gal who demo the "take-down-specs-instead-of-earphones" act, oso the one who accompanied my 852 rides),
grace(the one who basically woke up the whole of mss),
sunny(the TL who plays UNO with us -.-),
wendy (my 3rd TL.. oso known as xiaopi!
she has many diff hairstyles oh!),
laney(known as 张三'疯'..
everyday muz remind her to "take medicine"),
steven(one who always ask me to dabao lunch for him at first,
then ltr turned into his original form i.e a jiaokia..),
keowlin(steven's TL..always wil tok abt tvb dramas with me)..
followed by kris(my 2nd TL; known as my 老大),
siewhwee (my 1st BOLD buddy..worked together v.closely),
chindya(the Da Ben Dan whom liked lokar alot alot),
veetian(my 2nd BOLD buddy aka TheGenius..
the one who u can always turn to..
err.. but onli during ofc hrs -.-),
amanda(the gal who broke mss ice with billing
and holds a pighead signature on all bday cards),
leticia(a jolin-look-alike intern from NP..
who ltr formed PAL closely with me and amanda),
jonathan(an intern who looked like lin junjie..
but is actuali a hiphop and korean craze),
carol(ka-luo-jie! the mama of sta..where's germaine?),
ahbeng(our one and onli beng~ who is not beng at all..
tis guy is our 阳光男孩..bought lotsa laughter!!),
ahbao(another incredible who provided many cold jokes),
marcus(the guy who sang jacky cheung 一生只想跟你走),
keith(from billing..stays in yishun too!),
linus(from billing..hmm he's one serious guy!),
erick(the self-claimed 好人..
sat beside me after joey moved..known as "hor-yi-see"),
ericl(the incredible who took leave on 1st day due to hangover..
and ltr bought in many cultures..
for e.g. the jiaokia hi-all culture!),
allanlau(oso known as xiaopi's bf..
U'll be impressed with his email/survey replies!=D)
riki(mr president:walamak...it's rainin outside!),
honsing(one v.onz guy
but he's oso the one who started the pilot culture~),
yongquan(known as wakao on his first day! oso known as The Lamer),
mingsiong(the vegetarian aka 香蕉小子!),
tricia(the Xiao Da Bian who loves to go ard throwin her plastic SAI!),
sam(the guy who i din notice when he joined/left),
shirley(miss ok, she seems to be v.ok with everythin..
even using such a "keyboard" and desktop -.-),
jay(err.. the-almost-forgotton-existence-> SK II),
cheauyuin(the gal who joined the gang latest,
but has became one of the impt person in flooding mails~)..
of coz there are other colleagues from other teams..
like liefong + lyly(the 2 challengers @ photohunt!),
everad(the one who can make the most faces @_@),
vincent(the guy who wil hide frm my darts -.-)
sooyong(the mgr who noes how to float)
AC(the one who made all of us more united; and gave us so much laughter with her butterfly and 20min-close-windows stories)
chungee & sky (the 2 who wil always jio teabreak)

-- FootPrints --
hmmmm... with tis group of incredible ppl.. had created many impt memories for me too.. our first successful chalet @ sentosa, and those sentosa trips we made during weekends.. and oso our first genting trip together.. and those jb seafood trips.. our sabotage of workplace(i've earlier posted those photos if u stil remember?).. our hi-all emails.. our flooding rate of 100mails in a few minutes.. those photo-snapping times, those walkin-ard-doin-nothin moments, those unbeatable table soccer and photohunt games.. and those wonderful 移花接木 photos.. and our record of longest OT period, workin 7days frm mornin til midnite for 2-3 weeks.. oh ya.. and drinkin of alchohol in ofc?! omg... haha.. and our countless outings til wee hrs after wrk.. play pool, watch movie, sing song, eat supper.. and all the birthdays, farewells, xmas, cny celebrations.. with those clubbing sessions at dbl-0/clarke quay/boat quay.. partying sessions over occasions at steven's place.. oh and times where we eat alot!! juz breakfast alone, we can hav macdonalds breakfast or kopitiam style breakfast before work or the most common $1.10 beehoon at our canteen! lunch wil be CORO mixed lemon chicken + fish and ABC soup! beauty world pineapple fried rice! behind-prawn-mee or lormee.. or hehee.. dabao frm downstairs again.. =X as for outings.. we hav our "lao di fang" at orchard every fri.. countless prata sessions.. and hmmmm.. places like geylang supper.. joo chiat black pepper crab, fisherman village, katong's katong laksa, rochor beancurd, rochor rd bak kut teh after sls visits, east coast food centre.. tiong bahru porridge, and many gatherings held Marche and steamboat sessions at tian tian huo guo, bugis kopitiam oh all those tiger-time sessions... hehee.. nt forgetting those workouts after all these eating =D badminton/tabletennis/tennis/basketball/jogging sessions.. but hey.. we oso been thru a down period of bread-eating days lahhhh.. hoho.. tats all, folks! this is gonna be one of the INCREDIBLE and FUN part of my life.. hope for more to come!

-- Present State --
I guess my current state is another struggling stage.. for the sake of our prospects, most of us left singtel.. most of my frenz flew overseas for further studies.. i joined KSPI.. well, i've been adapting to the new wrkplace and i'm not gg to keep dwelling on the old times.. i'll oni keep them as part of my memories.. heehe.. Yesterday's the past, tomorrow's the future, but today is a gift. That's why it's called the present.. oh ya.. most impt step taken this yr.. finalli started my part time degree studying..struggling over school fees and grades now.. =X

hmmmm i guess... i've written enough.. shall stop here le.. ^_^

Takin a Walk Down My Memory Lane - Old School Days

Part 3 - (1995 - 1998)
-- Strong Bonds --
Yishun Sec.. Sec 1E6.. i participated in Badminton.. almost made it to the School team, but i decided to go to Volleyball.. and I din regret at all! coz it brought me some very good times too! built up some very strong friendships.. gals we hav Meisi, Yishan, Ruyi, Audrey, Lingmei and myself.. haa.. 6 of us.. formed the volleyball sch team.. cannot imagine, whole sch team in a class.. 2E7!! hahaa who can beat us at inter-class volleyball tournaments?! wahahah.. =p my greatest class ever.. hahaa.. and we realli represented sch to take part in competitions wor.. but aiya lousy la.. no coach no anythin.. we juz lost after 2-3rounds.. keke.. but then.. it's stil a valuable experience! we been thru alot alot of trainings though.. reali tough trainings given by the senior volleyball players.. running, pumping, jumping, etc..

Yishan brought us to know her family, her relatives.. her cousins.. her friends.. Xiaohui, Jocelyn, Ah Bee, Ah Ge, Zhixiong, Ah Boon... widened my circle of frenz greatly!! everyday after sch, we all go over to her hse.. and play volleyball at her void deck.. we frequently hang out ard there.. occasionally visit Jurong Bird Park, Mandai Zoo, Sentosa, Sembawang Shoppin Centre pineapple rice.. and held countless bbqs and outings together.. we will sure celebrate together any special events.. birthdays, xmas, new year..etc. Until NOW, we still keep in touch..=)

-- Chicken Pox, Gastric Pains --
had all of them in Sec 2! suffereed greatly.. coz i missed school badly.. bein "locked" at home during chicken pox, even had to move to grandma hse.. coz din wana spread to my bro at home.. during the week of gastric pain.. it was deadly painful.. u cant imagine it.. i was at the midst of volleyball training one Monday mornin.. then i suddenly puked.. and then turned so pale.. and cold.. the period of waitin for my dad to come fetch me home was untahanably painful at the sch library!

-- Friends, No Friend --
Of coz there were times where you have closer frenz.. but oso sure there will be times where things happen, u drift apart with this and got closer with d other.. childish acts and falling in and out between frenz always happen in sec. sch.. but i was sure.. none of them ever seen me flare up.

-- The Best Class Ever --
hmm.. 2E7.. my favourite classmates.. we were the most united.. most sporting.. most fun.. ahaa.. took part in sports day and be the greatest winner.. every event, u will see at least someone frm our class on the Gold/Silver/Bronze.. hahaa.. our class had oso the most popular guys.. ahaa.. the whole big group of them.. playin soccer all the time.. before/after sch and during recess.. the gals next door will always come borrowing txtbooks frm the guys.. hahaa..

i remember our fav. english teacher.. Miss Lim.. first we all made her cry.. and then whole class queued up to go to the staff room and apologize to her.. shocked her to laughter immediately!! and we had very good relations frm then on! end of the yr, we all did a huge puzzle for her~~

another teacher.. who united all of us as one.. was Mdm Toh.. our form teacher! we got soo united juz to make her days difficult.. hahaa.. at Arts lesson, they painted her chair with RED watercolour juz to stain her skirt.. i even remember one of them came to ask me which red to choose.. hahaa.. and another time, they used penknife to slit the black bag for collecting water cans @ arts room.. as she walk, the cans dropped out.. =D.. hmmm wad else.. oh.. during Chinese lesson.. one of them go ask her some questions, while d other will pour those eraser droppings onto her hair.. she din even notice at all!

hahaa.. we had many great teachers.. Mr Anith!(Greatest History teacher cum Displine Master who doted us alot alot).. Mdm Azizah (Geography - a very strict and nice teacher), Mdm Tong(Home Econs - the teacher whom flips gals' skirts up highly to show u wad is Hemstring -.-), Mr Tan(another History teacher who 'allowed' us to cheat with History txtbooks directly beneath the test papers...-.-), Mrs Anshad (Science teacher who doted us too..)...

hahaa.. we all held a bbq and chalet.. the whole big class cramped in ONE chalet room.. hahaa.. we played games, pillowfights, told chain-stories at nite.. the guys even went to the lobby to sleep at the middle of the nite.. i stil remember! i was cramping and shivering at the door on the floor! shld hav followed them to lobby ! these fun lovin times.. one big family.. mi as the lou dao, jingjing as my son, tracy as my lao po, meisi and lingmei as jingjing's wives.. i will never forget them.. forever kept in my memories..

-- Splitting Up --
But Sec2 ended, we all had split to different classes.. my bro din wan me to choose Commerce class.. haa.. and I landed in Arts class.. lucky I had Mdm Lung, my another fav. chinese form teacher.. she reali treated me well too.. she sent me and a few of the students frm other class to a 星期五周报 编辑比赛, we enjoyed the process fully.. haha.. in my Sec.4 class.. almost none of them are keen to study.. I made sure I had to be doubly discplined to study in such an environment.. i was more interested in Arts but be practical, I knew Arts couldnt go far in this sch.. might even fail.. so i chose Food and Nutrition.. had to learn to cook.. haha..

Although i had some nice frenz in Sec 3 and 4.. but once the bell rings, be it recess time or before/after lessons.. I am always with my 2E7 bunch of frenz.. hahaa.. we did continued with our volleyball sessions too.. it was oso back then i got my Panda nick from dear jun.. :-/ haha.. coz at tat time, the guys joined us for volleyball trainings too.. and our friendship carried on as strong for the rest of the 2 years..

-- One Shocking News --
There was once i heard a shocking news.. Jocelyn.. Yishan's cousin.. she met with an accident.. a serious one. The side effects are stil there until NOW. Everyday, we made trips to the K.K.Hospital to accompany her. During Pre-lims.. we brought books to hospital to study together. The nurses there could recognise all of us too. I was really shocked when i saw her.. coz she was in coma.. like dramas, we had to speak to her alot, play music, and gradually she woke up.. but she cant speak.. we had to tok to her alot.. made her response with her fingers.. This was a really shockin experience.. that i rather not have.. coz until now, i dunno how she is.. can she speak already? the last time i saw her 2yrs ago, she still cant... =(

-- 'O' Levels --
before Os.. suddenly received a letter frm Jiesheng! to my surprise.. reali happy to see tat during tat period of studying.. haha.. tat was oso when he got back in touch with me and peiyu.. but i onli had a tot tat time.. this JS.. no nid study wan ar.. so near to exams le.. stil got mood to write letters.. ahahaa.. well, i worked hard for it.. and i'm satisfied with my results in d end.. well, i din reali get the best grades.. but it was great improvement for me already. From young, my dad teaches me.. 对得起自己就好，尽力就好。 Besides English that got me a D7 (darn..=X).. i got A1 for Chi, A2 for History.. B3 for all the rest of the subjects.. I myself cant believe it too.. coz my maths, chem and geography werent good tattime.. managed to get B3 i oredi v.happy le.. haa.. Mr Anith did as promised.. brought us all out for a meal at Hyatt Hotel.. hehee..

-- JC Life --
Hmmm i went to have some fun at the 1st 2-3 mths at YJC.. i got into same class as Siyin and Peiyan again! Renuion since Pri 4!! We really had some CRAZY moments at YJ.. coz to me, i din even consider studying there for long-term.. i juz wana hav fun and have a taste of JC life.. we formed our "Dong Li Di Tie".. sang our way thru the 3months.. sang during P.E, sang in the hall.. sang basically everywhere.. hahaa.. they reminded me recently.. I brought alotta laughter to them back then.. they can still rememeber!! but i myself dun remember any of the jokes I said..ahaa..

-- Seperation & Decisions --
End of Sec Four.. is another seperation i've to go thru.. Our group of six broke up into 2.. bcoz of some misunderstandings between few of them.. sad to say, this knot was not untied till date. The volleyball team is dismissed, coz 6 of us will nv stand on the same side of the court again. it was another round of decision making for myself.. my own future.. Poly/JC? To wait for another year to re-take English or to go ahead risk to Poly but have to make sure I get a C6 and above for retake. anyway, I decided to go Ngee Ann Poly for an IT Diploma.. It kinda decided the path I was going to take.. see till now.. I'm stil in this line.. =D

Before entering poly, was a period of part-timing.. hahaa worked at departmental stores like Oriental, and Seiyu.. earned myself some pocket money.. heehee.. coz from
young, I dun like to take money from parents to buy anything.. I prefer to earn it with my own hands.. hahaa.. and actuali since Secondary days, I've always wana take up vacation jobs, but my dad din allow.. and it wasnt easy to find jobs when u're stil below 16.. ahaa..

-- Stepping into POLY --
fortunately, i got to know a grp of v.good frenz in poly too.. Peipei, me, Janice, GL, John and Shaun.. 6 of us.. we always stay together and do tutorials, chit chat, eat, go out together... i remember during one CNY, we had an agreement.. we all dressed up nicely, and went out for a nice dinner.. and also we went to each others' house to 拜年.. i always remember how shaun calls me shifu during our maths tutorials.. and then we had lotsa fun together.. tokin and laffing abt SuperSunday.. always singin the 金包银 together.. haaa.. and i dun remember why.. but i always shout say i'm going to give birth liao! then they all will laff and fall to the grounds.. hahaa.. reali farnie memories..

tat was all in the first part of my poly life.. towards the 2nd part, totally changed.. i mixed ard with bunny, calvin, kevin, lawrence, eddie and donald.. coz they really acccompanied me at times.. every weekend.. we will meet out at suntec/orchard.. i'm d only gal ard.. well, i guess they almost treated me as a guy.. =X they will go ahead and play CS, while i sit by their sides.. and we will hang out together all the times.. this grp of guys reali bought me alotta laughter.. anytime anywhere.. most memorable.. Mr Bunny.. his Millenia Walk incident.. Unforgettable!! =D to date, we are stil gd buddies.. though most of them are stil in aussie.. but whenever they're back, we will stil meet up..

...Coming up.. "My First Heartbreak"

Takin a Walk Down My Memory Lane - Turning Point

Part 2 (1993 - 1994)
-- First Turning Point --
i always tot IF.. and IF ONLY.. i could speak out to say i din wana leave my home at all.. why din i speak out? again.. i juz wana let my dad be assured i'm being taken care of.. i juz din wana be a burden to my dad at tat kinda time.. so i juz listened to him to let me go stay at aunts' hse.. but for the rest of my Pri4.. Peiyu's family helped out alot.. they took care of me after sch.. i will go back with Peiyu to her hse together.. do homework together.. eat together.. then until at nite my dad wil fetch me.. this only lasted rest of my Pri 4.. at Pri 5, i was transferred out.. i remembered.. my last day.. was at the hall of naval base.. i din really bid farewell to all.. i guess many of them wil find it quite strange why i suddenly disappeared..

I went to Pei Tong Pri Sch.. at Clementi.. every weekend, my dad wil drive me back home.. and sunday nite drive me back again.. during tat time.. i drifted away frm my family.. coz we dun stay together.. we dunno wads gg on in each others' lives.. i onli noe.. my bro was in Taiwan for NS.. and we always write letters.. but my poor dad.. he's all alone.. he muz hav gone thru alotta bad times.. but i cant do anything.. i din do anythin either..

why did i call this my turning point? bcoz i think this period moulded my present character greatly.. i think i lead a totally different lifestyle over there.. from being the youngest, i became the elder one.. from havin an elder bro.. i suddenly had a sister and younger bro.. HuiQiong and Si'an.. from a chinese speaking environment.. i started listening to Teochew.. instead of sleepin early at nite.. and stayin behind doors of my home.. the ppl there.. they meet downstairs everynite.. my aunt wil gather with the neighbours and those aunties-frenz.. at void deck.. while we.. the kids.. will group together and play badminton, catching, volleyball, etc.. hahaa.. then go home and bathe then sleep.. hahaa.. of coz i faced quarrels and scoldings over there.. but i know it best.. my aunt treated me very good.. reali nice.. everythin she gave her kids, she will give me too.. i stil remember my uncle bought back a few blue armchairs oneday.. and i even drew 5 small hearts with liquidpaper on the seat to differentiate my chair.. hahaa.. Huiqiong's drew 1 heart.. hahaa.. so farnie.. the chair is still going strong at her hse now!! hahaa.. well.. though my aunt treated me very well.. but i felt bad.. coz sometimes.. i can tell.. she scolds her kids but not me.. back then at tat moment.. i guessed her kids muz hav hated me.. haha.. but we had more good times together too.. Huiqiong and i were juz like sisters.. ppl even say we look alike.. haaa... maybe bcoz her mum and my dad were twins? hahaa.. hmmm we sleep on mattress in a room together.. basically did many things together.. yea she reminded me.. we fight too.. hahaa.. even though we are in different classes.. well.. we did silly things like writing dairies together.. then exchanging them to read after tat.. ahhaaa..

but of coz theres a period where i turned abit 'rebellious'.. din wana go home straight after sch.. but i still know my limits.. i mixed with my new frenz there.. got to know some frenz frm sec. sch.. while i was stil in Pri.6.. hahaa.. but the lucky thing is.. i got to noe some real nice friends and teachers(i onli remember Mrs Wong and Mr Cai) there.. hence lucky i din lead to astray.. i merely got more active.. coz i joined basketball.. hahaa.. the coach (Mr Cai) was my chinese teacher too.. he doted me alot alot.. he was biased.. but towards me.. hahaa.. i was allowed to go off early for his remedial lessons.. so tat i can prepare for the basketball session after tat.. he even made me the captain.. hahahaha but then.. all this was juz for fun la.. we nv took part in any competitions.. the most onli within sch compound.. ahahaha yea.. i still remember.. the day i took BCG injection.. everyone say how pain how pain it was.. but i din feel a single thing.. coz i juz lost a basketball match.. =D lose liao stil so happy.. -.-

hahaa.. oh theres somethin else i remembered.. Peiyu.. for the first time.. she wrote me a letter to my aunt's hse! ahaha.. attached her own id-size photo.. and asked me how was my life.. when i received tat letter.. i felt warm.. truely warm at heart.. really.. duno how to describe tat feeling.. frm then, during weekends when i'm home, she wil pop over my hse too.. haha..

it was a totally differnt lifestyle i lead-ed.. oso duno how i did it.. how come i can adapt so well in such a different environment? though adapted very well.. but i stil longed to go home...

-- Back Home --
Finalli.. PSLE was over.. mayb i played too much.. hahaa.. so i din achieve a v.high aggregate.. onli 210pts.. can only bring me back to Yishun Sec.. i cant go to anywhere like Cedar Girls.. the top choice my bro put for me.. hahaha but aniwae lucky i din get in there oso.. keke.. studyin in Yishun Sec, good thing is.. finally.. i can come back and sleep my very own bed.. my very own home.. Home Sweet Home.. i stepped into another 'Era' of my life..

... Coming up.. "Old School Days"

Takin a Walk Down My Memory Lane - Family, Kinship, Friendship

hmmmm.. Life Story.. is it a too-heavy name to quote? hahaa.. I've only lived the first 23yrs of my life! let's try not to compare with others.. where u can tell me they even have to worry abt 3 meals a day.. but lets just isolate my own story this 23yrs.. to most of the ppl.. mayb.. 1st few yrs of their life.. will be a happy childhood and the kid sure duno wads gg on in life.. yea.. i vaguely remember every single part in my first 10 yrs la.. but for me.. at the 10th year, i went thru my first greatest pain in my life..

Part 1 - (1982 to 1992)
-- Newly-Born --
September 30th.. Childrens' Day Eve.. haa.. i was born..

-- Innocence --
well.. yeah.. innoncent and happy childhood.. of coz i hav it too.. haa.. else duno how abnormal wil i be now.. hehe.. stil remember my kindergarten days.. where i used to play with those pencilboxes with a gal sitting beside me, if i nv remember wrongly, she's called Jing Yan.. we built our pencilboxes into a square and looked thru tat and talked to each other treating tat as a "window".. and we are neighbours.. hahaa.. how innocent... hmmm and i remembered tagging along with my mum everyday.. when we take buses.. the bus conductor wil check our 25cents or 35cents bus tickets (omg..now the fare is how many times of tat!?).. hmm.. my mum will always carefully fold the ticket and slipped it on her blackstrap watch.. and tattime we were stayin at amk.. so we hav to take a bus to my kindergarten.. coz after tat we moved to yisun.. i.e. where i'm still stayin now.. =D

-- Vague Memory --
haa.. i remembered at a point of time, they put me up at someone else's home.. think bcoz both my parents are workin.. at that hse.. i cant remember much.. coz i dun like gg there at all.. the family had 2 kids.. the mother din allow me to watch tv unless i finish my dinner.. and i will hav to eat in the kitchen.. until evening time, my parents come and fetch me.. tink tattime dad drivin a car or taxi leh.. then home we go! hahahaa.. aniwae.. at amk hse, i remembered having lotsa fun with my bro.. we played "teacher-and-student" games.. i realli cannot remember exactly what name is our school name.. but i remember we had real report cards drawn! and other than tat.. he will always play with his transformers.. and his ballpoint pens to fight with each other.. haa.. and his own invented game.. using calculator to play tennis..and wad do i play with during tat time?? haaa... oh.. tat will be after my pri 1.. oneday.. i tink i juz plucked a tooth at the sch clinic.. my mum fetched me home.. she got me a barbie doll!! hahaaa.. my very first barbie doll.. followed by the other 3 dolls.. and one Ken.. hohoho.. my collection.. until now stil in storeroom.. =D

-- Familiar Environment --
hmmmmm lets move on to Yishun.. ok.. i was enrolled into Naval Base Pri. Sch.. came to know to 2 of my oldest friends.. Peiyu(the gal always with a hairband) and Jiesheng(i remember his yellow pencilbox!).. 1989 till now 2005.. SIXTEEN years.. woohooooo.. but not forgetting Dez(Chen Longge).. he was one of my classmates then too! but we basically din reali remember each other's existence very well la.. hahaa until ltr on then got back in touch.. oh.. and Siyin, Peiyan (tis 2 'glue-together sisters').. hmmm will tok abt this ltr la! Back then.. everyday my mum will bring me to and fro frm sch.. and all the parents wil wait for us at the canteen.. if raining, they will bring us slippers to change.. so that the white sch shoes wun get drenched.. keke.. how sweet rte.. and i will get to wear my pink raincoat.. hahaa.. and my hand wil be clinged on to my mum's .. while tat hand of hers wil carry the umbrella.. wooooooo tat familiar feelin in rain.... after sch, we always go to the coffeeshop to eat vegetarian mifen.. tats when i "cultivated" my love for vegetarian food!

-- Cultivation --
During my Pri. Sch daes.. my mum tried to cultivate me in many areas.. at home, she wil hold a wooden ruler to make sure my bro and i does our homework and sleep at the rite hr.. though i noe she will NV beat me at all.. coz frm young, i nv been caned/beaten before.. hehee.. and oso.. she brought me to many classes.. arts at Nanyang Academic Fine Arts.. chinese calligraphy at Outram Park.. music at Yamaha.. english at Lorna Winston Study Centre.. but surprisingly.. onli the chinese calligraphy lasted the longest! all the way until my Poly yr2.. hahaa.. but i've one regret.. last time english no good.. din get to continue at Yamaha! else now i tink i shld be able to play piano le.. hahahaaa... all these places werent easy to find lor.. esp the NAFA.. had to walk thru a forest route via the old Plaza Sing.. which is the 3rd storey of Yaohan.. exit to the carpark beside Times bookshop.. tat forest route is quite like a forest lidat.. hahaa.. walk up those stone steps.. and can even see squirrels on the trees wan.. keke.. Lorna Winston Study Centre is at Novena.. beside United Sq.. one place where it started my interest in reading.. coz the teachers there categorized books in color stickers.. green, red, orange, blue.. haaa.. according to your level, you can read certain books..=D then for the calligraphy class.. it was first at Outram Park..then ltr on.. moved to Waterloo St.. from young, we been to many places.. coz my dad drives a cab.. he always brings us out to many places for good food.. but now i duno where any of them is.. haa.. i onli remember satay beehoon, duck rice with herb soup, and wad many many more.. dun remember le.. haha

-- Havin Fun --
tok abt my days at Navel Base.. were quite active.. even fell down and left a forever scar on my chin.. haha.. tattime bleeded so badly.. my dad carried me on his back to the clinic.. scared to my wits.. hahaa.. i participated in sports day.. took part in a the Charity Elephant Drawing event with few of them.. our click de.. oso took part in Choir! wahahaha.. performed on stage during those occasions.. wahseh.. makeup until lips red, cheeks red, whether it's boy or girl! hahahaha.. everyday during recesstime, we play catching.. i stil remember Jiesheng always call us 母老虎 as we run.. then we call him 死杰胜! hahahaa... reali cute.. now come to tink of those daes.. hehehee.. i wasnt the top of the class la.. with geniuses like Jiesheng ard.. 1st position is always left for him.. hahaa.. i tink the most i was 6th in the class.. i werent one of those brightest students.. but stil can manage la.. coz even if i score 100marks for 2subj.. there will stil be ppl scroing 100marks for 3subjs! hahaa.. aniwae is ok la.. i dun belong to those spotlight ppl.. keke.. even until now.. hahaa.. guess tats my character le.. hehee.. until Pri4, we all seperated le.. 3 of us go to different classes.. at Pri4.. i got to know another good fren..Ronald.. hahaa... we had our Readers Corner.. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory book we used to snatch.. hahaa.. besides him, i basically dun remember any one else in my 4.1 class.. hahaa..

-- First Loss --
hmmmmm on and on i can go on.. but I still cannot avoid toking abt this.. it also happened in my Pri 4.. i seldom wil wana tok abt this.. my mum left us.. on 12th August1992 night.. i remember all the pain she went thru.. i remember how the doc diagnosed lung cancer as TB..@#$%^&*^%$#@.. i remember tatnite i only covered my face with my hands.. and sat there by myself.. my aunt told me onli recently.. everyone cried, but i din.. hmmm weird huh? how can it be.. i din cry? i tot i did? i did la..i dun remember purposely holding back my tears.. coz why shld i? haa maybe i was juz too scared .. i totally hav no idea wad response am i supposed to give.. i remember i was wearing orange tatnite.. i remember i was stil thinkin.. shldnt i change to somethin black? my relatives keep pullin me away, but now come to tink of it.. why did they pull me away? i tot a family when faced with such traumas, shld stand closely together.. hmmm but maybe my dad oredi din hav any spare energy to take care of me tatnite le la.. so i shld juz let them take care of me, let him be assured i'm ok..

... Coming up.. "First Turning Point"

Drawing A Clear Line......

hmm.. thnx for the comments u all hav given me..
but since i hav already promised,
and also.. after workin hrs.. everythin muz put aside!!
so i went to the ex-colleague's open-hse @ NTU..
coz aniwae she was one of those who i can clicked..
so she invited us.. i muz give this "face" lor..
her hubby teaches at NTU, sp they have a staff hostel in the campus..
at her hse..we played some games.. Taboo!, and Jagger.. etc.
hahaa.. there were forfeits in the games of coz..
there was Truth/Dare in the games..
hai.. i kena forfeit again~~~
"tie a silliest hairstyle thruout the game"..
they tied my hair into 'chun li' style -__-" omg..
then another round.. forfeit drank a cup of CHOYA..
coz i din wana sit on a player's laps for the rest of the game!!
ehh but hor.. 15% alchohol.. juz drink lidat..
one cup makes my face red and hot le.. hahahaa..
we all played until ard 9plus.. they said wana go sing K wor..
as usual~~ some wil find excuses to push off la..
but sigh dun mention them le..
four of us.. and one of her fren..
5ppl ktv.. juz nice.. went to the TPY kbox.. sang till 3am!!!
wahahahaa faintedz.... come home ard 3plus..
but i stil din feel like sleepin wor! ahhaa.. watched dvd til 5plus! =p

hmmm had alotta things to do on this sunday.. but no energy to do leh.. ahhaa.. how i wish i can take a day off tmr.. hahahaa every sunday oso got this feelin.. aiya jialat.. cannot carry on lidat le lehh... =X

still tinkin of how to write my story.. hahaa after reading jiesheng's blog and talkin to him.. as discussed.. shld take a walk down the memory lane too.. ppl walk too fast everyday, tots run faster than actions.. once in awhile shld slow down and take a break and balance.. mmmmm.. hehee... okok.. Coming soon.....

[王子变青蛙 OST 插曲 VI] 183CLUB + 7朵花 - 好爱她 好想他

原本想一直不想写新的 ENTRY，
只因自己太爱之前 POST 的图片。。
哎呀，这几天一直重复听着王子变青蛙的原声带～
哈哈哈哈哈。。。　=p

昨天突然决定去看了《再说一次我爱你》。。
hmm 的确蛮感人的。。刘德华、杨彩妮 各自都算有不错的发挥～
“哎哟~还不错哦！” =D
但是片子有点短！好像不到两个钟就结束了。。。

突然觉得。。只是一种突来得想法啦。。
如果人离开这世上，心脏却继续在另一个人身上跳着。。不是蛮有意思的吗。。
如果。。如果说。。　心脏仍有“记忆”，那不是一种起死回生吗？
哈哈！想太多了吗？

哦～～还有值得一提的是。。我觉得还蛮浪漫的！
连续几天内，给你过完一整年的节日～
在你每天睡醒时，家里的装饰都会有节日的气氛～　好有心思啊！

最近看得戏都那么浪漫、真实招架不住！
有些不错的对白好是这样的。。快要融掉了~！

浪漫满屋的浪漫名言:（娱家播道每星期的精选）
- 因为喜欢，所以才想拥有你。。
- 愿意守护一个人，是不是就代表喜欢他？
- 我。。。可以喜欢那个人吗？
- 他好像很爱折磨我，可是，因为他，我会心痛、我会心碎。。
- 为了守护这个女孩， 我决定跟她离婚。

王子变青蛙的茼蒿王子語錄:（之前配合图片写过了，重选一些比较'吊'的！）
- 對我來說，全世界我只認識妳一個，如果沒有跟妳在一起，
我怕我會連要去哪裡都不知道

- 有人讓我明白在乎一個人的感受，
讓我明白為在乎的人努力是不求回報也會快樂的，
我只想為我在乎的人繼續努力

- 對過去，對未來，我什麼都沒有辦法確定，
唯一能夠確定的是...我喜歡妳....

- 你相信有像那顆恆星一樣的愛情嗎？ 我相信..
- 為什麼？ 因為相信比較幸福.

- 到底要我怎麽做你才願意重新給我機會呢，
是你喚起了我對你的愛情記憶，
你怎麽可以在我重新愛上你的時候，就不管我呢？

- 單均昊不是神.他也是人.一個平凡的人.
他也渴望得到真愛,留住真愛..
他也會戰戰兢兢站在喜歡的女孩子面前, 希望她愛他..

再说一次我爱你的最后一封信: （记忆中，好像是这样的）:
- 因为爱你，所以不舍、因为爱你，所以放下。

王子变青蛙 - 蒿王子語錄

只要在緊要關頭不放棄的話 ，絕望就會變成希望

只要你想放棄的每一秒鐘 都是緊要關頭


有人讓我明白在乎一個人的感受，
讓我明白為在乎的人努力是不求回報也會快樂的，
我只想為我在乎的人繼續努力

只要是為了在乎的人，還怕什麼事是做不到的


對我來說，全世界我只認識妳一個，
如果沒有跟妳在一起， 我怕我會連要去哪裡都不知道


到底要我怎麽做你才願意重新給我機會呢，
是你喚起了我對你的愛情 記憶，
你怎麽可以在我重新愛上你的時候，就不管我呢

單均昊不是神..
他也是人..一個平凡的人..
他也渴望得到真愛.留住真愛..
他也會戰戰兢兢站在喜歡的女孩子面前..希望她愛他...

對過去，對未來，我什麼都沒有辦法確定，
唯一能夠確定的是 ...我喜歡妳....


華爾滋是舞蹈之王。
因為它是人類有始以來第一支能與異性近距離接觸的舞蹈。
華爾滋本身的意思就是迴轉。
以前的情侶沒有辦法公開見面﹐
只有借這樣的聚會﹐才能夠表達對 對方的思念。
只有把手交給最愛得人﹐才能舞出最美的迴轉。


真愛是不能被放棄的 ,能放棄的就不叫真愛


只有真愛出現，它才會緊緊的套住她的手指


茼蒿就住在單均昊的心裡


在單均昊的心裡住著一個比王子還要王子,
比天使還要天使的茼蒿


有時候，口頭的遺忘是心裡的等待．．．．．．


誠實面對自己的謊言才是真正解決的方法


你相信有像那顆恆星一樣的愛情嗎？
我相信。。
為什麼？
因為相信比較幸福。


终于看完了王子变青蛙！不晓得为啥~~？童话故事就是这么能打动人心！可是我睡不着！明天怎么上班？！糟糕了啦。。。疯掉了~

熟悉的感觉又回来了。。

ha.. u noe tat kinda feelin?
it's indeed a once in a blue moon kinda thing..
when u look across a long table..
all the faces are familiar faces whom u MISSED dearly..
u nid not hav to tok to everyone..
or shld i say.. it's bcoz nothin was said..
so the feelin was stronger..
i only felt like singing a song..
lyrics is somethin like tat..
"这样的感觉很好，已经很久没有这样.."

haa.. oh and where were we?
oh... MARINA SOUTH! STEAMBOAT! =D
i was busy dng my job.. peelin prawns..
ahahaa.. die.. eat so many prawns.. =X
hmmm all were sweaty, sticky.. but enjoyable~
too bad we din manage to take a photo.. =X
but is ok.. i taken the picture with my eyes @ heart..
had it printed in my mind already..
coz u nv noe, when wil be it be the last time..

btw.. cy gave me a 'belated' bdae gift~
lols..can see ltr attached photos..
it's somethin my fren who has put in some efforts to get!
so wadever it is.. i will treasure it!
next time wear it and show u! (if u're readin! =D)

today i'm gonna spend it at home with Dang-Ou~~
wahahahaa... at nite then go out le..
mayb catch a movie @ j8 with lui bah..
IF we stil can get any tix.. =D
saw let online this mornin..
she say tmr jio me and dez go k-lunch.. haha..

but in fact i took some other photos this few days..
tot of posting up to see see.. keke.. =p
(dun miss out reading the mouse-over text oh!)

With Tricia @ Marina Square




With Peiyu @ Orchard


Take @ Look at my new collection!



Playin with Panaroma shooting with my cam-fone~~

music: Jay Chou - 麦芽糖

haa.. ltr gg to meet Peiyu @ Far East..
our favourite hangout mall.. keke..
been hangin out this few days..
everyday rch home 10plus so tired..
ytd last min met up with tricia.. TMC again.. ahaaha
haiz.. nxt wed classes gg to start le..
collected my txtbooks ytd..
looks very chim leh..comp org..omg.. *scared-ed*

she asked her enquiries abt her application.. haiz!
citibank reali ma fan leh..
duno hav to make her go down citibank and tmc how many times~~

aniwae.. we went for dinner and then shopped ard..
found a few hidden shops! hahaa.. newly opened ones!!
too bad din see spectable shops..
i wana make a pair of "T.U" specs leh~!
hahaaa.. soon.. soon.. comin soon.. =D

music: Mayday - 回来吧

hmmmmmm saw Laney blogs and photos.. she finally remembers she stil has a blog! hahaa.. no wonder she asked me how to change blogskin d other day.. haha.. u all can go see.. "Somewhere Over The Rainbow" blog.. wow.. i'm just SO ENVIOUS! those are the places i NEVER imagined myself to be steppin on.. coz i always tot i will experience asian countries like japan, hongkong, taiwan first.. muz accumulate some travelling experiences before going to european countries!

but.. but.. but.. now asia, my first step.. oso difficult to achieve le leh.. not to mention places like SWITZERLAND, SPAIN (Barcelona), England(London), France(Paris), Monaco, Germany, Vienna, Italy(Rome,Venice,Milan)!!

faintedzZ -_-"!

and most imptly.. she went alone!! wow.. tat requires alotta courage, money and time! hmmm i better come back to my reality.. hahaa... her lifestyle and my lifestyle are totally north poles and south poles.. hahaa..

btw.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LANEY.. =D

Japanese Goodies..

hahaa my TL went to japan and bought back goodies.. yummy yummy.. have a break, have a kit kat! this kit kat has grape flavours.. has wine flavour.. has a diff chocolate flavour.. diff packaging as wad we normally see in singapore! ahaha.. their their rice crackers.. wow.. yummy yummy too! with beautiful packaging man... hahaa these japs reali noe how to earn money.. hahaa..

Feelin of Being Watched?

ytd.. on the train home wif a colleague..
she asked me abt my previous ofc environment..
so i toked abt those scenarios in the photos i previously posted..
she almost 傻眼~~~ with unbelievable expressions on her face~
haaha.. aniwae she alighted at toa payoh...
and duno why.. suddenly tot of sms-ing vt..
then he asked me issit my colleague alight train le..
then i nothin to do ... sms him.. =X
he said he was sitting opposite me but being blocked by someone..
of coz i din believe la.. always ppl use this trick wan!
then he told me wad i was wearing.. carryin wad bag..
and the lady in green beside me is using PDA..
upon hearing.. i reali believe liao.. aahaha
scared-ed leh.. he said frm cityhall he saw me le.. -.-
this is my first time smsing him on train,
then so zhun..we on the same train -__-"
ahahaa.. but hor.. until the end.. i stil din noe where he is leh.....

music: [恶男宅急电] 范逸臣 - 再说

heh.. today is the 3rd time i had curls on! keke.. took a backview photo again! hahaha yea.. like wad i wrote in "myself" page.. backviews can speak! hmmm so can u all see wad is my backview sayin? hahahaa... =D

aiya.. oops.. too hiao le.. keke.. but coz good mood! coz today FINALLY went shoppin~!! hehee.. with lui.. hehee.. she got wad she wanted.. a bag... heheeh.. me too v.satisfied! i got 2 tops frm one of the shops i always liked but din buy anythin frm there before.. heh e-base... keke.. cant deny this.. their designs are reali funky.. cool man... either one sleeve longer or one end shorter.. haha.. seldom can u find a plain and simple shirt in there.. keke.. either it's the loud colors they used.. or the 'loud' designs they hav.. haha.. =D but wad i got today is stil considered normal la.. juz mayb the sleeves abit flair.. wahaha.. o i love 'em.. hehee.. and it's on sale! $16 onli!! wahahaa.. WOMEN.. always go on and on non-stop once they start tokin abt shoppin.. esp. sales! ahaa... =X

oh ya.. The Face Shop got quite creative idea too.. haha.. coz i walked by their shopfront today.. and received a red rose! ahaaha.. so nice.. heee coz it's their 1 year anniversary.. hehee.. hope they hav more good products comin out!

a great day today.. hehee.. but i din get yanzi and jaychou's albums as planned.. coz lui said mayb wil 改版 so.. hmmm wait awhile more bah.. hehee.. oh ya.. oso met laoda at kino! wooo.. pretty laoda had her hair permed!! hehehe hers is permanant wan la.. go salon do de.. not like mine.. D.I.Y... wash off then back to straight le.. hehehee.. pretty pretty! heeee... heard she onli got it done ytd.. haha..

one of the things in life..

i believe all of you might have come across such a small problem all these years? Laundry-Washing.. oneday among your pile of clothes, you realise one of your fav. blouse changed colour, from a baby light pink to a dull purple.. initiali i tot it was my eyes seein things.. coz juz wake up.. but next.. your khaki pants got patches of blue colour.. it's someone's jeans droppin color.. definitely not yours, coz your jeans wasnt in tat pile of laundry to be washed... oh ya.. there's a pair of straps.. i loved the original printed BRONZE color.. but now afterwash, changed to.. a pair of old and wornout BEIGE straps!!!! ARGHH... and those tops and skirts tat actuali shld be hanged.. now all folded got folded lines.. gotta iron again.. =X

will you feel like you wana go and scold ppl? but you cant.. i noe if i go ask her abt it.. it'l be soo awkward for her.. oh c'mon ppl doin u a favour by washin laundry for u leh! so save all the awkwardness.. well.. when she cooked a pac of maggiemees i bought, she went to buy them back at nite.. oh tat wasnt necessary.. coz i dun mind at all ar.. but now clothes.. they cost.. and some were reali my fav. ones! arghhhh tryin to overcome this anger.. tellin myself.. this might juz be a small accident.. or perhaps a wrong detergent was used?? or perhaps the clothes were soaked together for a too long time? hence the colors dropped..?? omg.. now i'm actuali feelin MAD.. no shld be more of HEARTACHE.. once i tink of my pink blouse.. i wana go buy back tat pink top ltr!! arghhhh.. it's a saturday mornin.. and she's already cookin later's lunch.. how can i go make her feel bad? oh shit.. argghhhhh..

forget it bahh.. forget it bahh.. forget it bahh.. forget it bahh.. 算了!

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyouridealrelationshipquiz/

Your Ideal Relationship is Polyamory

You want to have your cake... and everyone else's. Which isn't a bad thing, if everyone else gets to eat too! You're too much of a free spirit to be tied down by a traditional relationship. You think relationships should be open and free, with few restrictions.

hmmm to a certain extent, i reali tink r/s should be open and free.. open as in.. dun hide too many things frm each other.. free with few restrictions.. bein controlled too strictly...is a definite no.. for both parties... i always tink a r/s with trust and flexibility, can last longer than one that has too many restrictions.. for e.g. if a couple always argue or quarrel over such things i.e. restrictions or no trust.. this and tat.. ends up.. anythin minor also can trigger them to quarrel.. i feel it's too foolish.. 为了抢快乐，搞得不快乐~ 一个字= 傻！

终于考完试了！轻松轻松一下嘛..浪漫浪漫！！
Go Go 加油！ A-Za A-Za Fighting!
(i do not wana put video in my blog.. else loading wil be too slow.. please Right-click.. Save Target As.. IF u're interested to see.. =p )

Where Else Can You Find This "Heaven"?

tatday.. manda reminded me, tat i had some pictures taken with my T630..
i tot i lost all of them.. so i stil have 'em?!! tats' why i say....
"Backup is VERY IMPORTANT!!" =D
btw.. there's mouseover text as u move over the pics.. =p