Thanks to ALL!!! ^_^

to ce to ce!! to all my fellow colleagues once again.. probably the last time celebrating my brithday at STA with this bunch of people le bah...=X but anyway make the best of out it! they gave me a Lee Hwa necklace.. v.nice wor! thank you thank you thank you thank you.. hehe.... hmmm next monday i'll wear it show all... hehehe..oh ya...and it's always so nice to have peipei celebrate our birthdays together..too bad chindya not ard.. boohoo but today's peipei's last day here le... sob sob...study together graduate together interview together work together..but we nv leave together!!! =( but oso good for her... no need to touch on radar again le..can take a short break at home first.. she sure have a brighter future after leaving here..ha..=D

hmmmm abt knock off time le... gtg loh.... thanks all again!!

now playing..... Collin Raye - Love, Me... dedicated to Peipei de... hehehe she likes it mah..06:15 PM ''

hoho.. had a bus journey with Peipei back home..long long time since we had a chat..haha but why issit her last day then got such a chance?? =/
anyway i reach home at ard 8pm, thinkin how come audrey and mei havent come meet me?? coz they say wana meet me pass me present leh...so i waited and waited.. and watch my fav tv program Singapore Idol.. hahaa as enjoying.. they suddenly knocked on my door...hoh! finally they're here... i tot they will wana come in for a seat.. but they ask me go out with them~ hmmm duno wad they up to i juz open door and go with them lar.. how i noe once stepped out of my hse.. they made me blindfolded.. no matter how i say no.. haha ok be sporting abit i adjusted the blindfold to a comfortable postition where i really cant see a thing at all.. i'm blind!!

then audrey held and guide me all the way up the stairs and to the lift... whalao being blind de gan jue is scary and no good man! each time she tell me how many steps to go, then i hav to test test each step and walk up.. hahaa...then reach ground floor worse.. gotta walk pass so many ppl.. then they ask me head face down.. hair cover the blindfold.. ppl will tink i'm juz drunk.. haha..i walked as if i really felt drunk..coz cant see a thing and everything was unsure..walk and walk such a long way.. to mei's car..duno which car park oso.. only noe posb was the only "identifiable" landmark i walked past, after tat i totally lost liao.. haha.. k up the car, they driive here drive there..open door close door open door close door.. discuss and talk on phone with the guys for countless times...i ALONE sit pathetically blinded in the car listening to radio 93.3... wahaha i kept my eyes closed.. nearly wana fall asleep..they say nearly for an hr i was seated lidat on the car.. hahaa...

FINALLY we reached their destination...i finally got out of car.. they made me guess where i am.. i really dun hav slightest idea lorr.. hahaa while on the car i ever tot we were goin to seletar leh..but then i din guess la.. then they hold my hand near the candles..i felt warmth i knew it was candles..then finally they took away my blindfold..and i saw Yong, Dez, Boo and of coz Audrey and Meisi la.. whahaha and a MANGO CAKE! haha...though this is the third cake but stil i feel gam dongz at tat split moment leh..heehee...=p while we are eating cake.. Yong was most xin ku.. tryin to start up a fire for bbq with the charcoal..for his second time in the night.. coz heard the guys say before tat they actually started at yishun park le.. but got chased away by the ppl-in-charge..poor him stil got I/C no. copied..=X hmmm well well oh ya meanwhile mei gotta return car, so i follow Boo car out shun bian go toilet.. heh... then drive her back ltr..then when back we started eating le.. wahaha eat until SOOoooo FULL!!! Satay, Fish Nuggets, Hotdogs, Crab Stick, Chicken Wings.. woo...lucky i havent eat dinner.. =D

now full until cant slp..scared got nightmares ah.. haha... so i'm home finished watching Singapore Idols(recorded)..and now blogging down everything... so tat i dun forget anything!! hahaa... will really treasure each and every celebration this year.. coz i noe this kinda things doesnt happen every year.. esp with many of my frenz goin overseas for studies.. =/

now playing Promises Don't Come Easy....... 01:40AM

早睡早起, 精神好!

haa..wad a Mid Autumn Festival last nite.. no mooncakes.. no see moon... nothing at all.. i juz dozed off on sofa ard 8plus.. wake up 10pm tot.. might as well go sleep! but sht.. 4plus i woke up le!! =/ duno wad to do..switched on the pc..sent a mail..switched off pc le..haha.. then tot of watching DVD!! haha.. meanwhile, eating the cheese cake Let bought on sunday..hmm yum yum...but cheese cakes are too filling for breakfast..so i ate abit only..=p ltr go office then eat breakfast bah.. haha...i was thinkin why not i reach office earlier today? then can leave at 6? haha.. but in d end the episode ended at 8am.. so i reached office as usual.. haha...but though slept soo much, how come i stil feel so tired now?? haha...panda forever so tired.. so lazy.. hahahaa =D oh btw i wana say thanks to eddie! hahha.. if u are reading...u noe why la.. =D

now playing... F.I.R - Ni De Wei Xiao.... 10:45AM

TuesdaY-bluez..

instead of monday-bluez yday..tink it has extended to tuesday-bluez wor..think i not enough sleep again..tonite muz go home straight and rest rest more.. haa =D dun scold me..i yday reach home bathe liao hair wet wet then very awake cant sleep mahh..so upload all the photos to imagestation lorr..then end up 3am then sleep again...=X guess i today goin to be v.zombie again.. haha..but i muz faster recover my voice fully.. so tat fri can go ktv..oh ya btw sianz sianz sianz is how come kappa in the hse today again! hai.. how to not have bluez la....gotta blast ear phones again liao.. gonna be deaf liao lar... aiyo...

now playing.. The Foundations - Build Me Up Buttercup... 10:00AM

MondaY-nO-Bluez!!

1) 爱与被爱同样受罪 为什么最真的心 碰不到最好的人
2) 相爱难 恨亦难 我的心碎了无痕
3) 一场无味的爱情: 甜的时候只相信它 苦了以后每一句都可怕
4) 人要学着不回头 让微笑代替心痛
wad r all those?? haha yeah... they are song lyrics... frm wad songs? u all guess loh... haha...=D whole morning finding new nicks for my msn.. haha... VT oso.. haha... he even gimme such a nick! "哆吧呐哦耶耶啊唔哦哦..."saying it's jay chou.. no one understands wad he is singing too..i say he win liao lor! haha... anyway change nick is for the fun of it.. but still those lines are indeed very meaningful hur? today no bluez..coz i noe after work going to meet up with bunny they all.. hah.. look forward to knock-off liao..oops now only 10plus in the morning leh.. hahaha....

now playing Sam Hui + Leslie Cheung - Chen Mo Shi Jing... 10:46 AM

woohoo back frm a damn fulfiling lunch~ for peipei's farewell.. at beauty world de pineapple rice.. ha... tat auntie is so qin qie.. see me stop eating then asked me why today eat so little.. haha.. sounded like we noe each other so well lidat.. haha... this is the way to do business bah.. hahaa... then with Ericlim and Steven ard.. as usual our lunch cant do without playing some games.. haha both of them got to eat chilli in d end.. haha...=D well well, now eat too full wana sleep liao lar.. aiyo.. why last nite i until 3am then sleep.. now sooo sleepy.. haha... =p

now playing Sam Hui - Wa Zhi Lei 97.... 02:52 PM
hahaha nowadays siao siao liao... retro ah.. we all keep listening to Sam Hui wor.. hahaa....thanks to my dear brother, i get to know so many songs of his.. haha.. =D

hoho this monday is no bluez definitely! coz after work..i go meet bunny kevin calvin and special guest Leticia! haha.. first time joining our outing..yday celebrate for me once le.. today second time..haha..zhen shi gam dongz!! ohh we met up and went to Paragon de Spageddies makan.. hehee Kevin arrived late with a cake! haha.. we took many photos today!! hehee i was tellin bunny.. next year no more celebrating birthdays together le.. boohoo.. sob sob..coz he and calvin going aust study le..=/ so today is kinda precious too.. hehe..always on my mind..this group of good frenz-cum-jie-mei of mine..hahah..=D

now playing Liang Jing Ru - Ning Xia... 01:14AM

~ P_L Meeting ~

whew...just reached home...tired...

hmmm meet them 4pm at orchard but i slacked at home till 4pm havent step out.. haha..v.lazy to move after slacking whole day oso.. hah but then juz as i changed hao, da da says she cant make it wor..she ah..workaholic~ haha but let oredi on the way wor..so i stil went to meet her la.. we v.sui yi de walk to cineleisure picked a movie and watch...the korean comedy show...hi dharma 2! hahah a farnie show~~ oh ya and i bought a watch! haha $9.90 only la.. keke...after tat we go cafe cartel makan... hahahah this makan-chit-chat-session ended 11pm wor~ hahaha...this ah-let ah...celebrated birthday for me.. she is the first one to celebrate for me this year wor..hehehe...a slice of cake then a candle, then she sing a birthday song, i made a wish + blow candle, then she gimme the presen frm her and da da.. something i've been lookin for!!! haha.... simple 'ceremony' oredi v.gam dongz liao..it's her thought tat counts...really appreciate it... hehehe...then end of the day both of us lazy to take bus/mrt... both took cab home! haha... conclusion nowadays de taxi drivers REALLY love to siao-keng alot lehh... haha...=D

hmmm... overall this weekend is quite ok for me la...sat went office + slacked at home watch tv all nite (biah my hk drama dvd-fav-pastime!) haha... then today wake up cont' biah dvd + P_L meeting.. haha...not bad not bad... hehehe... =D

tmr breakfast got zhao luo le... haha the slice of cake in my fridge now.. haha...=D

now playing Guy Sebastian - Angels Brought Me Here .... 12:24 AM

有感而发 Part Two..

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到底什么才是“对的时间遇到对的人”？
相遇太早也是问题。。相逢恨晚又是问题。。
先认识他，也未必长久。。
后认识他，又怕取代不了之前的人。。

有缘无份。。最痛恨。。 因为是一种无奈。。
这种感觉不好受。。

正当你以为他就是那个对的人时，却发现其实不是！
他原来是别人的那 “对的人”。。

曾经有人说。。要等待 “对的人”。。等到一桌的骨碌人。。都等不到。。
真的吗？我有所保留。。还不想这么快就那么绝望或悲观。。

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“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”
这句话又有多少人做得到？
既然可能可以天长地久，为何只要曾经拥有呢？
短暂的快乐或许会带给你激情，或刺激。。
但是细水长流的感情不是更厉害吗？
就只有这种淡淡感情才可以天长地久。。

虽然我还会期待着一段细水长流的天长地久，
可是我开始怀疑，到底有没有这回事？
尤其是在这年头，真是越来越难维持一段感情了。。

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“开心也过一天，不开心也过一天，为何不开开心心地过每一天呢？”
这句话说得到容易，但是当你不开心，
你做什么都笑不出来，即使笑了，也不过是强颜欢笑。。
又是一种无奈的感觉。。

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“幸福”
什么才算是幸福？

亲情，爱情，友情。。
随便一样都能让你感到幸福。。

我觉得小时候是最幸福的了。。
没有烦恼，没有忧愁，天天都那么开心。
长大的过程已经不简单，长大后要面对的是更多更复杂。。

我想其实简单就是幸福吧。。

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it's friday again..

today gonna do some work liao.. morning til now hav been workin wor.. haha but i'm stil prepared to come back tmr liao..to finish off the work tat i've been draggin for soo long.. haha..but this morning i stil managed to read all their blogs la..haha..so sianz...woke up with a bad headache...bus ride was so torturing.. no matter how i sit, oso uncomfortable.. reach office oso giddy giddy de...sigh duno wads happened to me..supposed to feel better le leh..but stil sick sick de feelin now..ha but i hope ltr play badminton sweat it all out will recover le bah..=p

hmmm.. today's badminton specially tiring.. sweat alot.. really tired after the games..haa.. but true enough..sweat it all out.. dun feel sick liao! haha..after tat we went suntec to watch Police Story.. haha a nice and entertaining show la.. not bad not bad..at least i din doze off wor.. lately watch de movies all i doze off wan.. haha.. duno is the movie or my problem ahh.. haha.. anyway after watching i went off le.. came back to meet dez jun yong boo and his bro and fren.. wahaha come one yishun848 they drove THREE cars!! OMG... =D

now reach home.. cant slp again.. sigh.. duno wad time then can slp liao... tmr stil goin back office... =(

now playing Blue - If You Come Back... 02:18AM

生病的感觉 PART THREE!

HOHO I WANA THANK ALL MY LOVING COLLEAGUES FOR GIVING ME SUCH A WARM WELCOME TODAY...
retribution ahh.. haiyo.. did it to steven, ericlim and peipei.. now my turn liao lor..=X but they more creative this time wor.. not always peanuts and stick-on-pad..this time is all-wrapped-up-in-newspaper!! my monitor, keyboard and mouse... wahaha.. i'm stil wondering whose idea is this wor..*who's the mastermind! quick confess!!* haha...

hmmm well after this WARM welcome tat at least 'brightened' up my morning..i got a damn cold bucket of water...coz i heard kappa voice!! argh.. why is he here today..omg..sianz½ !! worse is i'm stil sick leh...i yday go see doctor nv cough.. today morning wake up suddenly start coughing... argh... maybe have to go clinic buy cough medicine liao lar...=S

now playing Eason + Sally Concert - Shang Shi... 09:31 AM

haha back from lunch at coro.. haha... steven's 6th sense isnt soo zhun afterall wor.. told me say sure got somethin for me to eat... in d end.. nothing!! the best i could eat was mee rebus! haha but stil ok la.. not spicy.. hehe... but oh no now juz took medicine... i feel damn drowsy... cannot concentrate ler... *sob sob* lucky kappa not ard liao.. heehee...

very sleepy.. now playing piano piece of Xin Dong.... 02:42 PM

读了Let 的“文章”..有感而发..

哪种感觉比较深刻?
心痛 的感觉.. 还是.. 心酸 的感觉?

那什么又会让你感觉到两者呢?
暗恋..?
你看到他, 就会不由自主的亲近他..
他随意的一句话便是紧记在心..
他随便一个请求, 你都赴汤蹈火..
他不开心, 你也不开心..
但是通常你为他做的一切都会看起来很平常, 不会让他觉得你喜欢他..
当他告诉你她如何的完美.. 你的心就像在吃拧檬..
或当你看到他和她幸福的画面, 心也会不由自主的痛起来...
不是说爱一个人就要看到他幸福的吗?
怎么看到他幸福, 心里会痛会酸呢?

为何爱情令人难以捉摸..
爱情不是应该让人开开心心的吗?
怎么我看到的例子都是不开心的?
两个人因了解而在一起，又因了解而分开..
相恋已久的情侣也会遗情别恋..
总之没什么是天长地久的了..
各自看似恩爱的两人却可以两人同时一脚踏两船..牵连的却是四个人..
或是因为前-男朋友的关系, 可以导致感情有了裂痕..
因而常常吵架, 最后以分手收场..
或是一些屡战屡败的爱情追求者的故事..
听了又不经让我感到 “心酸”...

爱情真的如此脆弱吗?
还是我们的心灵比较脆弱吧...

生病的感觉 Part Two..

today on mc.. din go work...morning wake up see my dad home ler...back frm china..hoho..finally i no need buy newspaper for him everyday..for past whole week everyday scared i forget..heehee and lucky camera stil intact..hehe..no damage..hahah... see doctor come back got porridge cooked readily for me.. woohoo.. this kinda scenario since i pri 6 nv happened again wor... haha...=p

hai stil feel sick..tat kinda 'sick' feeling..stil there!! normally taken medicine will feel better.. but i now stil feel so sick.. whole body..no energy..lucky din go work..no need stay in air-con room..at least better..

k bah i gtg... medicine makes one drowsy... bye

now playing Corrine May - Will You Remember Me... 04:43 PM

生病的感觉...

hmm i really thinks everything spreads...
sian-ness.. sadness.. happiness.. SICKness!!
ard me.. many of them fell sick le.. but i was alrite de.. until yday nite suddenly felt abit sore throat.. then wake up today morning is really sick sick de gan jue liao.. keep sneezing now... hai... i keep telling myself i cannot fall sick.. but seems like willpower not strong enough bah.. perhaps sub-consciously i wana stay at home? haha i duno..

now playing Yanzi - Bu Neng He Ni Yi Qi.... 10:28 AM

MondaY Bluez...

sigh.. a word i dun wish to say the first thing in the morning.. but cant help it.. coz i last nite SHI MIAN again!! dorghhh... i tossed ard.. on music off music.. tossed and tossed on my bed.. STILL so awake...then i go out watch abit TV...hah ch56 repeat the Zong Yi Da Ge Da..watch watch until feel abit of sleepyness.. go in bedroom.. awake again! haiz.. oso duno wad time did i actually dozed off.. tink ard 5am bah...sigh.. see i sigh again!

haha morning reach office then go eat breakfast.. come back now reading and updating blogs..oh gotta go do work liao..ltr update again bah! ;)

back...oh lunched in again ler.. ate char siew bao + campbell corn soup! haha.. full liao! heehee...then chat with law.. wahaha he stil as farnie leh.. started conversation first line is his kou tou chan 'lan sai larrr'
wahahahaa... i told him.. i cant help laffing out leh.. can stil remember his face expression.. and hands action.. haha..then he saw my friendster sentosa photo..say all my colleagues look so young.. how come all attached.. he wana kill himself liao... haha.. omg... he really brings me laughter.. haha.. i remember got a photo we all took together last time.. tat photo 100% makes me laff whenever i look at it.. hahahaa =D but he keep dc-ing... so think he give up..offline liao.. on his way to burn starhub down liao.. hahahaha..

oh ya bunny cal kev they all 'advanced-booking' with me to go out on 29th le wor.. haha i say if nothing crops up shld be no problem la.. hehehe.. i always no plan wan.. too far ahead de schedule i dun like to confirm yet.. else ltr last min put aeroplane then no good ler.. hehehe... =p

now playing Wu Bai - Yi Sheng Zui Ai De Ren.... 02:51 PM

ooh zhen shi de... dozed off on sofa again.. wana watch my ch8 9pm show.. end up wake up 10plus le.. watch my fav. Golden Faith.. hehee.. but i wake up feel v.sick le leh.. throat sore sore de... hai.. hope i dun fall sick... now come online update blog.. omg.. saw the photo we took on 30th jun at dbl-0.. hahaha... tmr show the rest of the colleagues.. haha.. see some of their face red red de.. heng mine not red.. hahaha...hmmm k la.. i tink really falling sick wor.. gtg ler.. =X

now playing Hacken Lee - Yi Sheng He Qiu... 12:13 AM

A Rainy Sunday..

ohh...shiok! i slept to 2pm today!! haha.. maybe i really am too tired le bah..heehee sometimes i feel like when i reach home, it's such a relief! can totally be relaxed and myself..hah..*Home Sweet Home* when u are younger, u'll nv understand this dao li.. hahaha.....not tat i'm old now lar.. kekeke =p

today wana meet out but all ended up cancelled in d end..haha now i eating fried rice at home.. whaha yum yum... hmmm maybe it's been quite long since i slacked at home wholeday on a sunday..coz always the mind wana fly outside..but today different..maybe bcoz i was too tired le..mentally and physically..ha..and plus the rainy weather..i feel so 'nua'..hehehe..so i suddenly oso dun feel like goin out liao..haha..now anybody jio me out i oso dun wan le la.. haha.. =D

now watching Zuo Lin You Li's 2004 concert DVD... heehee gotta return steven tmr de wor..06:00 PM

~@hBeng, haPPY birThdaY~

hoho.. we all knew saturday was saved for beng beng's birthday outing..hence all 15 of us turned up! even honsing riki were there! see how BIG ahbeng's face is! haha..7pm at bugis mrt...it has been a long time since i meet such a big group at mrt station.. haha.. then we headed to Tian Tian Steamboat.. all count on steven's cantonese la.. hehe.. we say it will be easier to communicate with the ppl there.. keke..we wait til 8pm for the seat.. then we started eating.. hah all the way non stop eat until 11pm! hoho.. whaha damn full.. during the dinner.. let and i most comfy..haha coz there is a fan behind us..wahhaa..the most coolin steamboat i eaten.. hahaha =D

oh ya before meeting the rest of them.. i met up with let at city hall.. she went threading!! haha... thread until whole face red red.. but ltr of the nite oredi not red liao.. juz tat she feels so itchy wana scratch...haha but i used her words to remind her.. "AI MEI BU YAO MING" hehehehe...but really la.. after threading her face much smoother wor..heheee.. "mei mei" liao..

and then and then..after the steamboat.... we duno wad to do again... dilly dally dilly dally.. lucky hon sing went off first.. oh then ahbeng finally say go play pool.. then we walked there! hahaa.. we walked past sim lim tat area.. reminded me tat i've been there for several times sometime this year too.. sigh.. anyway then we ended in selegie park lane.. errr... but hor.. let and i went to play arcade.. keke.. bcoz i was wearing a top tat isnt soo suitable for playing pool lar.. keke.. =p *paiseh*

oh btw.. for those who thinks i am sian tat nite.. no worries..i'm ok leh.. mayb bcoz i was soo hot and sticky and tired lahh.. hehee... anyway i cannot be so noisy all the time rite? hehee... k la..i stop writing here le.. my msn and icq windows all blinking.. cant concentrate writing now.. haha..=p

now playing Yanzi - Chao Kuai Gan... 02:45PM

Another dbl-0 outing on a Fri nite!!

hoho after badminton ahbao drove me home wana go eat vegetarian food.. but reach yishun closed liao!! alamak.. in d end he look at me eat nasi lemak.. he drink only..hehe but we did chat abit lorr..hehe then i go home changed liao go meet them at dbl-0!! waahah the taxi driver siao-keng with me again!! alamak..sometimes ahh this taxi drivers can really grumble alot leh!! aiyo.. bey tahan..

haha.. but then bunny and kevin v.good. heehee come out dbl-0 queue with me.. haha tat calvin and kevin bet see i wear skirt or jeans..wahha loser muz treat a tequila shot! woohoo.. if i din go home change.. calvin would have won.. wahahha but in d end i turned up in jeans! wahahaa.. once i sit down in there..first thing drank a pop! wahaha then i felt my face hot liao wor.. but stil no 'kick' yet..then played some games with them.. haha but i made cal drank alot wor.. hoho.. jimmy in turn oso made me drink a little lar.. but we FORCE bunny to 'tar' a JUG!! hahaha and he did it in a few seconds lor.. wahaha STEADY!! keke..and best is kevin.. no kick all the way.. haha i only gal.. bobian .. kena pulled them to dance floor.. wahhaa the rest except kev and me.. all high liao.. anyhow dance.. we two juz swayed abit lorr... but the music sux leh.. and the dj oso 'fu yan' calvin de.. nv make our announcement.. hahaa.. bunny bought another apricot brandy.. heehee not bad leh.. and ltr another jug of vodka.. wahaha drink finish tat they more high liao.. but kev and i stil the same!! alamak.. hahaha i only have abit headache bcoz of all those lightings and music... but until 2plus we suddenly all feel hungry wor.. so went to eat prata beside tat bak kut teh kopitiam...hahaa.. and to save some $$, i decided to take NR home.. haha but i alone wor..nvm lar.. bunny very good again... he reached home bathe liao dun sleep yet.. wait for me to reach home sms him then he go slp.. .hehehe... THANKS to my jie-mei ahh.. hehehe *gam dong*.. hehehhe

BUT i wana say.. i nearly die of fright last nite when i reach home!!! argh..... sooo many CATS mating down there!! whakaoz.. i wana faintz man........ but i believe one can become braver when she's on her own.. haha coz i juz ran up the stairs passed them... else i no route to go oso.. whalao.. but really scary leh.. i reach home stil thinking abt them.. but too tired liao... juz faster sms the guys say i'm home then i drop dead on bed liao.. hahaa.. overall a happy birthday to bunny lar!~~ heehee..

now playing S.H.E - Shi Mian Mai Fu.... 02:20 PM 18 Sept 2004

hmm this fri is much better...

hmmm like i've said this week is supposed to be better than last week.. now listening to guang liang pin guan's Shi Ni Bian Le Ma... well, once thing changes, it's hard to say change back wan lor.. can only adapt to the new change bah.. i guess.. though it's hard to adapt.. but stil muz try lor.. gotta learn this dao li bah.. haha.. see listen to a song, i have so much thoughts again.. haha..

oh ya.. today's benny's birthday wor~~!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUNNY!!! hahaa... every yr he will say we owe him his calvin klein watch.. haha... frm poly until now.. heehee we stil owe him tat.. hahahaa... poor bunny.. =p but then tonite they say goin dbl-o wor..haha cham liao..gotta drink again..=S

now playing F.I.R - Wo Men De Ai (Demo)... 12:17PM

a thursday morning started off like tat..

a thursday morning started off oversleeping on bus all the way to sixth avenue..haha..and i duno wad went into me.. tat i dashed across the roads when the traffic lights actually turned red oredi! hahah.. wad a dangerous 'stunt'.. kekeke...kena scolded by let liao la..*wo yi hou bu gan* le..=p then then reach ofc first thing listened to user's phonecall.. then got work to do.. cant go eat breakfast le..lucky ask steven buy char siew bao for me.. haha.. but now goin lunchtime i'm hungry again~ hahaa..

now waiting for lunchtime... 11:51 AM

too bored liao lar... a lazy + cold + quiet + sleepy + sianz afternoon... even chin says our ofc atmosphere weird weird de.. haha..but then leh..glad to see her oso leh.. hehe like long time nv see her in ofc liao.. or shld i say long time nv see her oso.. haa... aiya now actually got work to do de.. hehehe k la... get back to work le!!

now playing.. Ekin - Gam Sum Tai Doy Lei... 4:06 PM

so fast wed again..

juz last wed we went dbl-0..today is wed again!! well.. last week was a real tough week for me.. this week is much better i can say! finding back my pace of lifestyle...finding back the normal self.. there's juz some things u need alot of time to get over.. and ans to yourself.. make yourself happy.. hehe.. thnx for all the frenz who have been listening to me.. juz noe i'm oso always here to listen to u when u need my listening ear!

now playing.... Zhang Shao Han - Over The Rainbow.. 11:34 AM

well well.. wads said is said.. i'm glad tat we had a chat..hope it helps bah..but then somehow mei zhong bu zu....hmmmmm aiya dun ask for too much la...better than nothing..; ) anyway conclusion of it to me was wad i've decided to do this morning anyway..

hmmm after work.. steven beng wendy and me went to bugis for dinner...go there meet let..hah this girl..wear such a long skirt and a denim jacket..bao until soo mi..i say her.... haha we are ajisen ramen~ hehehe..woo fulfiling diinner and had great laughs there too..then 10plus dismissed and all went home le lorr.. as usual my yishun khaki SY not ard.. so i went home alone lorr.. ha oso good in a way la.. sometimes i need time to be alone to really sort my thoughts out bah.. now de modern generation ppl.. really lack of silence and time alone to think.. really sort out their thoughts..tats wad i read frm an article.. i totally agree lorr..

now playing... Ronan Keating - When You Say Nothing At All... 12:25 AM

a hungry tuesday morning..

duno why morning wake up so hungry leh..but din felt like goin down to breakfast with them..so now i'm slurping on campbells' corn soup.. haha... =D *THUMBS UP*

now playing.. denise ho wan si - ai ren xun wei... 09:42 AM

hoho raining loh..my sick-de-gan-jue come back again..shT.. i dun wana fall sick leh..got work to do oso.. but on other hand wana take mc so much..hahaa wana take a break man.. kekeke.. but one day break useless de.. so i better not fall sick.. if wana take break.. wait til contract ends.. dun extend then can stop working awhile le....

now playing Jiang Mei Qi - Wo You Xiang Qi Ni.. 11:26 AM

back frm lunch..very very sleepy now..cham.. wana doze off again..yawns...bth~

now playing Jet - Look What You Have Done.. 01:38 PM

duno if they are really recovering or putting a false front wor.. but of coz hope it's the better la..better than being so troubled everyday.. at least there're jokes ard to laff at..hmmm as for myself.. i'm stil thinkin over something..

now playing loKar - Liu Jing Sui Yue... 10:00 PM

A Fresh Week Starts!

hmm start of a fresh week.. i am getting back to my normal self again..
maybe i just got used to everything tat i am numb liao? haha duno..
but i do noe.. many of my frenz ard me are troubled.. frenz in ofc.. frenz outside ofc.. and family oso..haiz...seeing too much of these.. makes me so tired oso.. so unsure of everything now..

hmmm whole mornin lookin at ibmw.. and abit of mind.. and reading other's blogs.. icq chat... hahaha.. v.honest huh... most of the time spent icqing la.. hahaa.. =D ooh blink eye only soon will be lunchtime loh... yawns... so sleepy today.. maybe i had a too tiring weekend bah.. come to think of it.. 2 weekends i nv sleep well liao leh...last weekend levi's sale and sentosa.. this weekend sat late nite-out and sunday morning badminton plus whole day out oso reach late..hoho..so tired tat i slept so soundly on the bus.. coz today morning traffic jam siah..haha good for me i can sleep longer on bus..but damn it.. i reach office walked in with bozz.. hahaha .. =X

now not playing any music..
oh ya shit.. why i nv turn on music today ah.. alamak.. forgot ahh.. lolx

"sakura..sakura.." a happy song tat a fren wans me to listen to.. haha.. appreciated...
like i said before..music really can affects one's mood.. =)
now afternoon 4plus.. sleepy mood..haha.. drank kopi le..at least stoped my eyelids frm closing.. but stil no mood to work actually.. hee..

now playing Liang Jing Ru - Jie Shou.. 04:15 PM

hmmm da pao dinner home only saw on the table got rice!! ahhhh waste my $$.. argh...
it has been years since go home got dinner prepared on the table for me leh.. got a xing fu de gan jue... hahaha
even when i saw a plate of bittergourd with egg... i dreaded eating bittergourd i oso stil ate a few mouthfuls..
wahahhaa... u can see how i longed for home-cooked food le.. haha...
this might be somethin sooo common and everyday happening in other families.. but not me... since sec1 i moved back.. have been da-pao-ing food for breakfast lunch or dinner.. haha can u imagine tat??
now my dad's fren she cooks everyday.. woohoo.. shiok de feeling... haha..

oh then started watching tv.. and the recorded 93.3 awards.. yee sux..
edit until so lousy.. cut here cut there.. the guests oso nv sit there see the awards..
only until their turn only they are seated there.. rest of the time, their seats are all empty de.. =X
then watch halfway dez calls.. chatted awhile until my dad call me on hp then hung up..

oh ya abit worried leh.. tmr he goin on holiday.. hahaha worried abt my digicam which he's gonna bring with him!
taught him how to use liao...then he say aiya so easy to use...duno really noe or not.. haha juz bu fang xin such high tech things with him.. hehehe.. coz vcd/dvd/hi-fi radio set.. taught him for years stil duno how to press wan... haha =x so bad hor.. me? bleahz.. nvm la.. rather than ask me lie to him say camera not with me.. sure kena scolding wan.. tatday he oredi said muz let him bring to take photos...

now playing.. Zhou Hui - Hua Ti... 12:38 AM

a shld-be-happy sunday!!

hoho.. sunday morning overslept till 9.30am!! reached office at 10am!! haha..
come to play badminton... heehee.. now play finish lo... yup yup..
beng..u are rite.. muz start the day light-hearted and happy..
then rest of the day can continue with tat mood.. haha..i will keep tat in mind too...
but provided the rest of the day dun let me meet any no-happy things la.. heh heh...
but so far so good.. i can forsee today sure is a happy day to go!!
off i go for makan then meet fren go ktv again!! hahaha.... =D

now playing Jacky Cheung - Xiang He Ni Qu Chui Chui Feng... frm steven's winamp =D.. 11:58 AM

indeed today is a happy day for me..after badminton.. ahbao drove us go tekka eat.. then i headed to orchard.. had enjoyed myself singing all the way.. hahaa.. thnx to this two frenz.. i became a star opening concert ah..being my fans and somemore got stirrer as lightstick as i sing..Sammi - Zui Hou Yi Ci.. rite? remember le bah? hahaha...

oh ltr at nite met Yong.. intend to go serangoon get the luggage frm my bro for my dad..
he so good drive me go.. we shun bian go eat punggol nasi lemak lorr..
after getting luggage..we went back A&A kopitiam.. sit there tok cok while.. now reach home 12plus...hehee... bathe la.. whew finally get to bathe after a long long day.. hahaha =p
soo tired le.. but hair damn wet leh... cant slp wor...

hmmm today i really nv tink abt any moody things..and not say really v.happy la..but juz at least i am laffing for the wholeday lorr..but i noe a good fren of mine quite sad lor.. but this problem has been dragging so long le.. hmm i oso cant help much la.. juz be her rubbish bin bah.. anytime k... (if u happened to be reading)

now playing.. Turtles - So Happy.. 12:30 AM

working on a saturday..

hoho..woke up at 1pm..back in office at 2.30pm..
first thing to do.. BLAST MUSIC!! hahaa.. coz no one else ard loh!!
beng and choyling gone home before i reach..
whahahaha shiok.. heng got the fan ahbao left for us..plus the music.. woohoo..
drinkin my fav. campbell corn soup.. yum yum.. =)

hmm though i'm workin on a sat.. but i dun feel bored at all wor!
even more relaxed and finally can feel enjoyment in my work..
if ltr not goin to hotel for dinner with my family.. i can even wear t-shirt bermudas back!! haha..=D

today on my way to ofc.. on the bus.. i tot abt many things again..
almost made me moody again.. haha but burying yourself in work really helps man..
i reach here i start working and working.. hahaa...perhaps plus the quietness in office..
the quietness i'm refering to is the calm and alone feeling.. despite my blasting of music..
sometimes actually quite shiok eh.. heehee... *grins* =p

now playing Linkin Park - Numb... 04:45 PM

hoho i juz downloaded the WHOLE Liang Jing Ru latest album..
hmmmmm sounds not bad leh.. hehee.. haiz actually quite tired oredi..
but time stil early for my dinner.. so go boxup to update my music list la.. keke...

now playing Liang Jing Ru - Jie Shou... 05:40 P

at dinner..all was fun..my bro made all of them laff their hearts out..
and perhaps the red wine had some effect too la.. hehehe...
i drank abit bit only..stil duno how to appreciate wine leh.. =p
hmm but i din really joined in wor...they laff.. they joked.. i was abit outside the world leh...
after dinner.. i went over partyworld meet them...
sang quite little today wor..duno wad to sing oso...scroll the list of singer so many times...
anyway stil sang til 2am... and ahbao sent siewying and me home again.. heehe...

sigh had a chat on msn.... y is everybody so troubled? wads happening..
can some fairy perform some magic?? oMg....
sometimes like i said.. really feel like disappearing for a short while..
take a break... but i noe hiding is not a solution.. it's juz a way to relax..
sit back and think carefully some things.. then restore energy to face everything..

some times.. if not with good frenz ard me.. i oso duno how to take it.. but despite tat...
i tend to talk but stil there are alot of things i cant say out de... you kou nan yan... a feelin tat sux...
i tink this has been the most troubling september i've had...though now not even mid-month..
sigh...k bah i go sleep le.. may tomorow is a better day!!

now playing Jacky Cheung - Ngor Ying Goi.. 04:21 AM

A "no-mood" Friday...

here is friday again.. a most looked-forward day of the week..
coz tmr no need to work (oops paiseh ah..beng not sayin u..)
but then how come i stil feel so sian? really cham liao..

lately the air is filled with depression i can say..
all ard me oso sianz sianz sianz...
even i myself oso need to do some tuning work liao.. this cannot go on!!
and oh ya our office is seriously 'sick' le.. needs doctor man...
but muz learn this dao li... people do change and then everything will change as time goes by...

Quote of the Day: "Let things go, Let Yourself Go"

now playing... B.A.D - Wo De Cuo... 10:30 AM

juz came back frm Renee's farewell lunch..hah..poor beng and steven..they noe why lar.. hah..
ohh this is the quietest "farewell" lunch we eaten.. like we all have stated in the blog..
this is a moody week.. i'm not sure why the rest oso lidat leh... haha
perhaps really it's like wat my fren ah mei says.. sianz-ness is contagious! =D

hmmm now icq down.. all go to msn ler.. haha.. aiyo..now keep askin how how how liao..
every fri we will headache after work.. where to go ltr... wad to do ltr... haha.. routine wan leh..
duno in d end will go ktv leh.. lim kopi.. or see movie..haha.. nv till the last min oso no decisions made wan la..

now play Huang Yi Da - Jian Dan... 3:02 PM

hoho.. dinner billard durians.. seems to be all linked all for us always..
no wonder ah mei say i chiong geylang every weekend with my colleagues.. hahahaa =D
hahaa... i'm kinda hungry now.. haha juz now eat too little ler... hahaha.. juz a bowl of laksa and some agar agar and papaya.. aiyo.. no wonder hungry. .haha buffet leh!! waste my $$ leh.. =S
k la here we set off ler....

now playing Yanzi - Lan De Qu Guan ... 06:20 PM
(Cant Be Bothered? yea!! Right attitude!! i used to be bo chup too.. how come now cannot le?)

ehhh plan change-ed wor... nv chiong geylang today~ haha...
we left ard 6plus.. headed our "hangout-point" millenia walk for dinner..
after walking here and there aimlessly... we finally ended up in starbucks at millenia walk (again)..
sit until 11plus... haha well but did cheered up abit there though...laff alot... hah.. =D
then wendy and erick go home le.. rest of us.. went to buy tix for the 1230 show... before tat went for a billard game..
The Terminal was a nice show though.. but really i abit bey tahan coz it's a midnite show.. watch until 3am leh..
i keep dozing off.. but is bcoz i'm too tired la... coz last nite oso din sleep well.. hah..
steven beside me was fidgeting ard ALL the time~ hahhaa to keep himself awake bah..
and he keep grumbling "hen xin ku ahh.." and sms-ing.. =D but at least he better than me.. din doze off at all leh..
hmmm then when show ended.. ahbao sent siewying and me home... ahbeng steven take cab home..
now i'm home writing my dear blog.. steven and dez stil online.. haha all nite owls...
but me think me is the earliest to k.o soon.. after publishing this abt time le.. haha....

enjoying "ting ting" of my feng ling again.. haha...0404 hrs...

today is thursday... tomorrow is friday..

hmmm expected to see many zombies at work today.. but surprisingly.. no wor... hehee..i tot i today wake up sure headache.. but heng ahh nv.. haha come office oso see everyone so awake leh.. keke..

but frankly speaking.. though no headache.. but stil i'm not in the mood to do anything leh.. da da says i'm very moody lately.. well.. k la.. all i can say is.. i will be fine.. juz gimme some time.. meanwhile i stil tok cok everyday ah.. as per norm ah.. hehee... she says ppl got eyes to see.. well.. i duno wad to say oso.. i'll be fine.. i'll be fine..

ok now shld be lunch time le.. i think i wana lunch in again.. hehe dun wana go out the sun la... maybe take a nap or take a rest during the lunch break oso good la... hehe...

oooh not forgetting my good good fren.... the so-called-sicko-dez.. hahaa frm headache to fever to now say stomach pain! and yday stil 38.1 degrees!! OMG.. hehehe... i tot he chao keng MC only.. how come turned out to be really sick ahh.. hehehee..... anyway now he's off to work le.. no one tok cok online with me liao.. hahahaa.... kk i go lunch le...

now playing leo ku - mu na... 12.35PM

hey i better get going le... oh shit plugged in my player to pc forgot to unplug until battery gone flat!! shit.. my journey home will be damn pathetic.. sure headache de.. arghhh...

now playing.. Air Supply - All Out Of Love... 7:33 PM

ooh i'm home.. after watching singapore idols..omg today cant concentrate to watch leh.. maybe ltr on rewind and watch again..coz i was sms-ing with ah mei..haha..then peiyu called me to chat..hoho long long long time since i chat on the phone wor..wad a 'once in a blue moon' thing..hah..but tok awhile she wana go slp le.. too bad..hehe..

then hung up phone till now.. have been chatting with ah mei oso leh... heeehee until now 1plus dez then joined in.. haha.. but chat bu dao yi xia.. i wana go slp le.. hehee yawns.. good nites....

now playing.. You Hong Ming - Lian Shang Yi Ge Ren.. 01:26 AM

It's Wednesday.. It's LADIES NIGHT!!!

i'm lunching-in again now.. :'(

whoa.. today mornin was super multi tasking man.. emails flying all over...ka-luo-jie initiated de double-o outing has been finalized... will be goin.. =X omg.. cannot imagine tmr office will have how many zombies again...and then same time icq with let, ahbeng and chindya... haha... but i'm really working leh!!! really really... ^_^
hai... frankly speaking la.. dbl-o ahh.. not v.keen to go wan..but this group of colleagues so siao-on how i turn down? haha.. but sorrie to bunny liao.. he jio me go.. i oso nv go leh... oops... =p

now playing Damn Yankees - Where You Going Now... 12:57PM

hehee now is thursday writing for wed!! coz yday cannot publish wholeday!!
oooohh.. k k.. heh heh.. wad happened last nite??
we went to meet ka-luo-jie eat bak kut teh and then headed for dbl-o!!
hmmm i remember before goin in.. ka-luo-jie and i went to a corner to tok tok..
heehee.. the feeling is soo nice!! ohh i now suddenly felt i missed carol so much..
haha.. really really leh.. haiyo.. =S

then when we go in.. stil quite quiet lar.. stil early mah.. hehe.. then we gals go get our free drinks...
let suggested to play 5-10.. haha it was stil 9plus only leh.... wahahha started playing and drinking...
even Renee joined us to play!!
oh this ah let... ke lian.. she after me mah.. then i keep winning.. she keep drinking.. oops..
wahaha but i oso not comfortable leh.. when steven comes before me.. he made me drink much too!! =D
i remember to a point of time i actually stil ok wan.. but after the shot and tequila pop (tat ericlim lar!)..
let and i started playing 'hei bai cey'.. whahha then we drank quite alot then..
haha then oso finished 2 cups of tequila pop tattime..
then i v.thirsty... keep drinkin the drinks... haha..
then after tat i went to the ladies... hoho oredi start to 'seh seh' liao... heehee..
come back oredi cannot play anymore liao.. hehehe...
let stil continue to play hei bai cey with erick!!
wha... haha... *li hai*thumbs up*! haha...
oh this gal.. tell me say wana go home at 1245.. end up 2am!!
wahaha....she gd leh.. drink so much oso nv face red..
me face red all the way to chest man.. wahha
met Samantha in the toilet.. wahah think i scare her ahh...
she see me say "whoa u drank alot ahh! u ok? u take care ahh.." haha... =p

hmmm i really reached stage three (kick mor seh high doh)... hehe..
even puked in the toilet leh~ oops.. blur until i puke on my hand!! argh.... *gross* my watch oso tio.. =X
haiyo actually of coz seh lar.. whole nite vodka orange/ribena to quench thirst whole nite until bey tahan go toilet drink tap water.. hahaa.. but when i seh seh.. i stil keep sms-ing dez.. haha chindya v.farnie.. she say "whoa suki u seh liao stil noe how to text ahh" hahaha.. =D
to think back now.. the girls drank more than guys ah! wendy me chindya leticia.. haha and those who went back earlier... renee carol chelsiea chin mei kar choo and JOEY oso drank quite alot wor... hoho...

ard 2am.. we finally decided to leave.. hah.. realised... da da missing again!! omg...
let and i go in toilet shout her name oso nv ans!! tat cleaner auntie keep staring at me when i shout "amanda amanda".. maybe her name oso amanda ahh... wahaha =D
then ltr da da say she in ladies nv hear us leh...hmmm nvm.. as long she's alrite..
ohhh ya yday siewying nv go.. no yishun khaki go home with me..
so i tot i felt like takin cab home alone leh..
but they dun let me leh... steven ahbeng and let and i share cab lor..
end up they have to send me to yishun then they go back to bt panjang and choa chu kang... haha
on the cab actually i wasnt in any mood to tok ler...i was ok liao ler.. but juz wasnt in any mood to tok...
let was talkin to me i oso nv reply.. she say she scared scared i so quiet.. hahah.. i juz gave her a smile lor..
then according to steven.. after i alight.. let and beng k.o on the cab le.. only left him to tok cok with the driver all the way back! hahaa...i reach home oredi k.o straightaway liao... hahaha heng today wake up no hangover..heehee =)

but overall.. not to think into it too much.. it was stil an enjoyable nite la!! haha =)
now playing.. karen mok - sheng xia de guo shi ... thursday 10:24AM

不三不四的 "星期二"

it's not first day of the week.. nor the middle of the week.. neither is it the end of the week..oso duno wad kinda feeling shld i have.. hmmm... =X

haiz...haiz.. today gotta lunch in liao lar... gotta work on mind.. got ibmw waiting.. autobahn report and sales performance haven run....k la.. gotta get back to work le...

now playing liu jia ling - bie rang wo zui hou cai zhi dao

woo.. juz rush finish somethin.. come in and catch my breath abit... aiyo... wana faintz liao.. have been blasting music again.. and omg.. it's 12 liao.. when u are busy.. time passes super fast... blink a few more times i think will be knock off time liao.. :'(

hai hai.. juz finish eating da pao lunch.... hai hai.. 我也有今天啊! have to lunch in.. haha thanks veetian for his 'add oil'....haha... hmm i cant and wun be beaten by this tiny bit of stress de.. i sure can handle de!! haha.. once in awhile 'pong chan' downstairs uncle la..heheee...=p

now playing flora chan - ni gong zai

ooh as i am wondering whether to go double-o tmr or not.. da da asked me if we are playin badminton or not..hah so i asked steven..our CEO of Sports.. he say this week no court wor..but can play on sunday 1pm-3pm..hehee.. anyway i'll normally be free on sundays de lar.. unless JuN Yong Dez they all suddenly got go out.. hoho but every weekend JuN oso on duty..hai hai..so i onz them to play badminton ler..the most i go after badminton lorrr..no problem~ haha...

cham cham.. i finished runnin the radar and autobahn report jobs.. and mind module oso done.. now v.sianz to see ibmw... hahaa..tats y i m here writing! oops... =p

now playing loKar - when love reaches an end

hoho 6pm liao.. kappa stil come back for wad! hai wo cannot leave early.. but lucky.. thnx someone for the ride to town.. else i sure wun be able to catch the movie in time! haha.. hmmm quill is a nice movie.. i like it.. but then leh.. i din cry wor.. juz as i felt gam dong eyes wet wet le.. the movie ended liao.. ha.. but we ate damn alot of 'la la za za' wor.. haha macdonald fillet burger.. kachang puteh..a cup of pepsi..and 'so-called-old-chang-kee'... haha..

but though a short movie.. stil it made me ponder quite alot of things wor.. quill have to go thru so many partings yet cant say out anything.. and best and amazing thing is he can adapt so well to the new environment so fast.. i need to learn frm quill man! waaha...coz personally i HATE partings..i really hate it..

hmm if only i have a pet like quill... "straight to go.. good.. left to go... good.. curb.. stop..good.." hhaa... =D but then lehh.. i oso scared of losing it leh.. and my home will nv ever have a pet de lar.. dun wana hai the animal.. haa i cant even take care of myself liao.. not to mention take care of animals.. haaa.. better not la!

yawns... damn tired.. wana slp ler.. but hair stil wet... cannot slp.. else will be like let.. 'lao zhen' next day.. hahaa...

oops unintentionally winamp shuffle mode jumps to the song.. "Zai Du Chong Xiang Feng"

indeed is a garfield-hated day...MONDAY!!

ya like let says.. it's a garfield-hated day!! oh man..really felt like taking mc hide in my cave at home man...dun feel like doin anything..but the work here is piling up!! omg... frankly speaking.. frm 9am till now (10am).. havent do any work leh.. oops...SHhhhh.. =X

now playing.. david tao - bu tong peng you

omg.. juz received an email.. ka-luo-jie wana organise double-o for renee farewell wor..aiya double-o again ahh..now whole body stil aching..wed wana ask me go double-o??!! hmm my first reaction is dun wana go lar.. but if all of them go.. i stil will go de lar..hehehe...

now playing.. louis koo - nan peng you

hah.. finally have done much work.. to prepare for today's cutover.. now back frm lunch..duno issit yday played too much..or issit today really everyone is so busy..well but at least i noe i'm quiet bcoz i dun feel like tokin lorr..err..y? perhaps really ti bu qi jing bah...no mood leh... heehee..so far whole day have been plugging ear phones...so tat i can really be alone..i actually really feel like being alone..sometimes only with music..i can quieten down by myself..else i tend to get distracted easily..then i will start to feel bothered by many other things le..hmm better not la...

now playing.. zhou chuan xiong - bu yao wen wo fen shou hou zen me guo

heehee..i set the group photo we took yday as my wallpaper now..the beach scenery plus our ppl look so nice...coz now waitin to proceed to cutover mah..nothin much can be done anyway..hoho which means today cant knock off OnTime le...need to OverTime le..haha..same OT two alphabets have 2 totally different meanings!! haha...tats quoted frm @h Beng leh..heehee..=p

now playing.. karen mok - hu ran zhi jian

yawns.. watched finish Liu Jing Sui Yue..lie on bed intend to sleep at 1130pm.. but sigh.. failed..climbed out of bed and switched on my pc.. haha here i m writing again!! hmmm to me today was quite a different day leh.. can say.. my whole mindset was kinda 'adjusted'..ha.. i will continue to nu li de! haha.. =D lolz..

enjoying the silence of night.. and the feng ling on my window ting-ting-ting

tired..

oh a tiring day today~ a tiring weekend~ sigh basically i'm tired of everything la..

let me tok abt how i spent today.. early 9am meet siewying downstairs..take bus855 go harbourfront... ard 10am reach there..but none of them reached.. all say go in beach to find us.. lucky bunny kevin calvin come meet me..then we take bus in..

reached palawan beach.. chindya and marcus oredi there loh.. with the dog Oreo! haha..a cute dog..a v.guai dog..then ltr comes ericlim and da da..then much ltr...comes the rest.. erickoh wendy steven and let! haha steven and wendy they all bluff me say they nv come.. wahha surprise~!! somemore wendy skipped lessons to come wor...=p

hmm meanwhile we played several matches with diff groups of ppl.. woohoo and surprisingly we this kinda standard stil can win wor! too bad it started raining.. so we go play cards.. and the name-calling game!! wahhaa erickoh lost and need to take photo with bikini girl.. hehe but he lucky la we lenient with him.. but sometimes u cant deny the fact again tat the world IS damn small.. one of the girls in the photo.. is Dez's fren leh!! hahaha... hehehe..most ke lian is kevin.. i tot the name zhou xing chi for him..easiest to call wan.. hahaa =D

oh oh.. then at sentosa we oso went into waters awhile.. played captain ball.. wow man.. most tiring is this.. haha....
end of the day..we went to eat at food centre at harbourfront and all dismissed loh..ahbao sent me and siewying home..then we accompany him eat vegetarian food downstairs and watch Yi Tian Tu Long Ji at the kopitiam!
heehee so qiao again.. i met peiyu and family too.. heehee..

hmmm overall i can say it's enjoyable day la..though PAINful and tired and tanned...heehee...real painful wor.. =(

now playing.. Gao Hui Jun - Xiao Bu Chu Lai

there goes my saturday..

today was a quite different weekend i have..
first P.A.L met up at aljunied to go to the Levi's sale at 10am! Both of them bought ELLE watch at 50%! i got a pair of Levi's jeans for $10!! omg.. haha then we went to aljunied market there to eat.. Allan was staying nearby so we called him down for lunch together!! and then headed orchard together.. let went to meet her frenz..then da da accompany me go trim eyebrow..and as we were walking and chatting..we saw baleno got a quite nice top..then we went in to try.. wahaha and then next thing is queuing to pay for it! wahaha cant deny the fact tat girls can really shop.. anyhow see see oso can buy..haha.. and then we were chit chatting as usual.. but somehow i feel she is always in deep thoughts today.. hope to cheer her up abit..but duno how oso.. then we went heeren she bought a bikini..hoho..tmr can see le.. hehe.. oh then intended to go alleybar..but she say gotta go home le.. too bad..else can have more time to catch up..in d end 4plus i reach home le..wahaha wad a sat..went out early oso came home EARLY! hahaha.. oh ya i bought Windstruck vcd! put in the player wana watch..but really too tired le.. dozed off in d end.. havent start watching then take out the disc le... keke..

now watching the music awards LIVE on ch49..
woohoo got sun yanzi, zhou jielun, hacken lee, jacky cheung, twins, miriam yeung, jolin, gigi leung, joey yeung, lee hom, david tao, f.i.r, mayday, liang jing ru, penny dai, ... etc!!

oh watch finish le.. aiya actually wana go down meet jiesheng..but he say 848 too many ppl.. so called off meeting him le..hmm now come back online..haha cont writing my blog here...hmm hmmm..tmr sentosa duno will be how leh? mmm.. hope all have fun and enjoy bah...

it's friday again..

hmmm though today is friday..how come i dun have weekend mood at all ahhh..sigh perhaps it's the work piling up..
perhaps it's bcoz today no badminton again.. and duno wad to do after work again.. sianzzzZZZ

juz came back frm lunch... rainy day mood again.. listening to Liu Jia Ling's bie rang wo zui hou cai zhi dao.. ohhhh followed by chen shu hua's zhe yang ai ni dao di dui bu dui.. sometimes u cant deny that a successful piece of music/song DO affects one's moood...oh my god.. as i'm multi-taskin workin and writing here..the winamp jumps next song to david tao's ai hen jian dan... whabiang..this winamp really noes how to choose songs man..

sigh...

wana knock off liao why is kappa back?? =X
got an error in mind and radar.. stuck there not solved.. we oso duno wad can be done.. haha..hack care la..

now playing.. Bond - Victory

but ahaha guess wad.. today after work got program liao.. no need go home slack le!!! woohoo~~ hahaa.. whew...
really scared of goin home to slack de feeling man...*shitty*

btw da da suggest go levi's sale tmr leh..but let says she got appt at 2pm.. means she cant go... *shittty* again =(
duno how lar... tmr then see how bah... see see look look depends.. .haha... a term used frequently in sec sch days.. hoho....aiya out-of-topic liao.. anyway da da says singtel blocked ocbc emails wor.. =S

oh.. abt time to go off le.. but cannot go off yet.. wendy stil in meeting.. haa honsing solved the radar problem le.. but stil duno how to match mind SF with radar's.. hai hai.. better dun mention so much work here.. *shitty*

oh ya.. let and da da agree to go to the sales in the morning wor!! meet for breakfast before goin! wahaha steady or not stil duno leh..haha...hope so lar.. kekeke..

now playing.. Clay Aiken - Solitaire

oooh..my first time friday come home sooo early wor!! haha... bobian went to meet peiyu at bugis..she gotta go home early..tmr work at 8am leh... hehe....bought a pair of slippers at leather ark..haha and a wallet we bought at wallet shop..2nd piece at 70cents!! whaha..now i feel so happy..duno why..maybe talk to her makes me feel much better and relax.. hehee.. =D

now playing.. Lisa Ono - I Wish You Love

juz now only eat mos burger french fries...now hungry le wor..hehe drinking campbell mushroom soup.. yum yum..

now playing You Hong Ming - Ai Wo De Ren He Wo Ai De Ren

开始写 “漪”(意) 的人生...

hmm a rainy mornin..woke up..changed..stil zombie..walked to bus stop..boarded on bus..continue to sleep like dead on bus..until reach my destination then struggled to keep my eyes open..else sure overshot again..ha...this routine happens everyday..as long as it's a working day..

reached office..first thing to do..icq auto launch..then start mail outlook check out for vt's survey results..then web based msn..then winamp.. haha then only start to work..=p

hmm..blink eye only..whole morning gone liao..getting busier each day..previously slacked too much lar..ha..i dun like stress...juz went in to a discussion..sigh..work piling up..but stil today 6.30pm play badminton! dun care!! haha...else life will be too difficult man..

..to be updated..goin for lunch..winamp playing andy hui - Bao Hu..

back frm lunch at sixth avenue..hoho..our fav. yong tau hu..nber open..duno the stall stil there or nt oso..heh.. now 3.35pm.. feel soooo sleepy.. yawns.. drinking my hazelnut coffee..haha.. :O even the new colleague amandachan says how come i ALWAYS look soo sleepy.. =S

..to be updated..winamp playing Bon Jovi - thank you for loving me..

now feeling quite sianz leh..feeling bo si mi song in the heart..haha..quote frm stihun..bo si mi song..
sigh sigh..hate this kinda feeling.. but they are forever happening..damn..
perhaps i shld listen to dez.. blast ear phones all the time!!
or maybe "yan er dao ling" follow the postcard ah mei gave me.."see no evil.. hear no evil.. "
sigh.. i'm off to play badminton! tats all for now...

..to be updated..winamp playing shin - duan le si nian..

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Yah im looking forward to playing badminton with ya guys also but im afraid by the time i reach there ill be a dead zombie also hahahha
think im too enthu on my first blog that im been editing my own blog this whole mornign that im not in a mood to work !!
hahaha
but cannot!!! coz my deadline is tmr !!1 if still dun work later really become pilot liao . Gona kill by the badminton 'kakhis'
haha dun wanna die so earli thou... cya guys later!!!

me..

i can be noisy and quiet too.. it all depends..

noisy when i'm in a familiar n comfortable environment..n if ppl are too quiet.. i will wana liven up the spirits and atmosphere.. so i start tokin n lafing n jokin..

quiet as n when i grow older.. i realise the more i duno how to express myself in speech.. too used to typing.. be it on keyboard or handphone..

i'm a really typical libran..many of the characteristics are basically part of me..well..top characteristic..happy-go-lucky..i used to be a worry-free gal.. so happy all time.. but seems like things have changed.. though i stil happy-go-lucky in life...but no longer over everything...

sometimes my heart doesnt follows my mind..and my mind tends to get lost..

i wana be alone.. but i enjoy company... i wana be quiet but i cant stop listening to music.. see the contradicting me?