My Weekend..

let me blog for the weekend...

Friday as usual we got on with badminton.. hehee in between i slipped out on my own to the gym.. haha.. no one in the gym! i had to turn on aircon and music on my own! haha.. after badminton.. steven beng wakao sy and me went to woodlands Partyworld! hah after several attempts to organise one.. finally we are there singing! hehee.. nearly cancelled de wor.. coz too many of them cant make it le.. hehe.. these busy pple.. sigh.. hehee anyway we sang til 1am then go home le lor.. hehee...

Saturday was 'PAL'.. met up with Let for lunch first..our PAL always bound to have someone joining us later de.. haha xi guan jiu hao.. well after all meet up we took neoprint! haha.. then started shoppin.. hmm... "Shopping".. somethin so simple can become so difficult.. hav to think of this and think of tat.. haha.. anyway they managed to buy somethin each la.. i oso got a pair of slip-ons.. haha stil din get tat bag.. $33 abit too ex la... haha as in somethin too ex for a non-necessity.. forget it forget it.. hehee.. ard dinner time let has to go le.. so left with amanda and me.. went for dinner at cine.. haha talked abt kappa and talk talk time is 8plus le! hahaa so fast.. then we went home le.. back home feeling abit sick leh.. duno why.. mayb is tat kinda going to fall sick le de feeling..

haha! sunday wake up.. stil got tat kinda feeling wor..... nvm i started packing up my room.. started off with my desk.. and wiped the window grills...haha threw away 2 large bags of stuffs.. hehehe now my desk is NEAT NEAT de... see liao oso happy haha.. then feel like ok liao leh.. haha dun even need to see doc.. haha.. save the money better stil.. haha.. hmm now i only need a table lamp.. -_-" else at nite too dark..

hmmm today at home de feeling feels good.. coz i'm on leave again! haha.. was lookin at my photo album juz now.. really see alot of changes leh.. the album was on office de.. seriously, i missed those days.. perhaps it's juz more of less half yr ago de office.. totally different feeling as now wor.. i guess many of us de lives have changed alot thruout the year.. duno how will 2005 be like leh? perhaps a glimpse of eye.. i will be blogging for end of 2005 le.. hahaha!

music: Guang Liang - Tong Hua
well i stil remember i ever saw this quote "love is a question mark behind the tong hua"

"Bunny Outing!"

hehehe today was a boring day at wrk again.. but left super on the dot to go meet up with bunny kevin let lui and ahbao.. wad a combination again rite... my sec cum poly cum wrking frenz.. hahaa.. "Bunny Outings" always have such 'special' combinations la.. like the chalet tat time.. oh ya.. oso met erick to get the 'vampire' discs frm him.. wahseh feeling like LONG time no see him!! and then juz now at nite online EricL oso say we long time no see.. lucky there's a modern technology called webcam.. can see each other online oso.. haha

hmmm anyway.. haha.. today we took many photos lorr.. haaa coz let and i juz rebonded our hair.. so it's photo-taking time! haha.. attached a few below for viewing.. hahaa... u can see the 'manual neoprint' i tot of.. hmmm starting dinner stil was quite quiet.. but until cine TCC started to warm up.. haha coz end of the day we started playing zhong ji mi ma again..haha let and i ordered tat super sweet macadamia nut drink.. which have no macadamia taste at all! hahaa the forfeit of coz is to drink up all the 2 drinks lohh.. hehehehe... u can see in the below photo too! hengz in d end via the games.. we din waste any drinks.. haha.. overall its always fun to hang out with bunny gang.. haha.. too bad calvin not ard.. else can go take 'happy-family' neoprint together... haha..a family of SISTERS...hahaa...nvm sure got chance de.. heehe...



music: David Tao - Jiu Shi Ai Ni

Past Three Dayz...

hmmm a few days nv blog..coz everyday i reach home busy watching tv leh..got 10pm de "Di Nv Hua" and after tat will be recorded 9pm ch8 show.. hehee.. every nite by that time is 12plus le..will log on awhile..then 1plus-2am go to sleep.. haha.. tats my lifestyle for the past few days! haha.. today nite oso wil be the same! coz meeting bunny & company & let for dinner! =D

soo where did i go tat i reach home after 10pm?? ohh monday din go anywhere la.. but dozed off on sofa until tat time.. haha.. tuesday went to suntec buy something.. wednesday went to suntec (again -_-") meet up with Tok Laoda Keowlin Grace with Laney Sunny & Siewying! heehee.. Finally get to eat my SOUP RESTAURANT.. have been wanting to go in and try.. coz i love to drink soup! be it chi soup or western soup.. hahaa but ironically, the soup was the most "not-so-nice" dish.. coz actually its taste of herbs/ginseng was too strong.. becomes bitter.. but i love the sausage rice, green vege, tomato doufu & prawns and of coz my Brocolli! haha.. ohh eat till all of us were soooo full.. oso leftover alot of food! hehehe think we ordered too much.. keke..

oh ya.. btw.. laney has tendered her letter le wor.. this time seems like it's real leh... sigh another one leaving.. still who's left in Singtel?? and oh ya! there's a stupid OBS Teambuilding thingy at Pulau Ubin where ALL of us are supposed to go.. omg.. sec. poly days all i siam and get away no need to go.. why come out to wrking society have to go instead?! sigh.. sianzz... i'm nt such an adventurous person.. dun like to climb up climb low and play such 'teambuilding' games.. in fact i hated camps!! moreover.. if this OBS thingy was held last year.. maybe more fun.. coz more of our fun colleagues are ard.. :-/ sigh.... too bad.. this came at the wrong timing....

oops bu zhi bu jue i wrote whole long paragraphs again~ hahaa... tats it for the moment!! ; p

music: Dou Zhi Kong + Dai Ai Ling - Ni He Wo He Ta Zhi Jian

monday after a long weekend..

hmm.. without kappa existence.. wad hav we all been doin wholeday long? uno during lunch.. pc dai di written by vt.. blogging.. msn-ing.. mp3-ing.. hahaa.. =D

over the weekend.. had got couple of albums up.. jay chou concert and david tao's latest album.. and guang liang richie ren new songs.. tatday i went to check my emails.. realised boxup will expire in feb'05 leh.. how to survive without boxup.. why 1yr passed soo quickly.. omg.. with tat 1st jan law.. i tink v.difficult to extend leh.. shit.. cham liao.. if no boxup.. how i survive.. jialad.. jialad..

music: 陶喆 - 爱我还是他

A Boring Saturday..

yeah.. precisely.. a boring one.. haha... lui and i keep sayin wana go here and there.. sms and msn.. but in d end oso din go anywhere.. haha but ok la.. i guess if wana save money.. stay at home is the best.. hah..whole day only spent $2.70 on dinner.. and meanwhile watched oNG FeNG dOÜ dvd and went to sleep at 10pm.. haha.. best rite? hahaa...if everyday oso lidat think can save quite alot.. but life will be quite boring wor.. haha waste youth juz lidat.. hahaa.. but duno wad else i can do oso lehh.. 'meaningful' stuffs all need money oso... haa like studying.. somethin i keep sayin i wana do.. but guess can only start nxt sem at july le.. sigh... oh ya.. met a few poly mates.. one of them oredi completed degree come back liao ler.. haha.. nvm la... Late Better Than Never... hee.. july is a better time to start.. coz by then i will noe whether i can find a job elsewhere anot.. or whether m i stil stayin with current job.. now everythin oso cant be confirm.. to start study so quickly is not a wise move.. no pt start one sem then stop nxt sem coz no money pay sch fees rite.. haha..

hmmm my bro juz telling me tat his new movie I Do I Do comin out in CNY ler.. it juz triggerred me and recalled like juz not long ago went to watch Tu Ran Fa Cai lehh.. watched at yishun10 i stil remember..............................

music: Andy Lau - Ru Guo Wo You Shi

Finding Neverland!

guess wad.. my hse downstairs got ppl playing taufik batisah's I Dream! haha...

anyway i met up with lui.. went to suntec.. haha whoa.. i never knew tat those promotions online could be so true leh!! got a projection clock lehh! hahha really is tat kind the time and date is projected onto the wall leh! haha... =D we shop shop eat eat.. then at nite.. dez suddenly called ask to meet up wor.. haha.. then lui pang seh me.. go meet her frenz go k-box! =X normally come out.. i prefer come out as a bunch.. go back as a bunch wan mah.. dun like it when one leaves first.. well... but anyway.. lucky she din left me alone.. stil got dez.. hehe.. we went to find a place sit down.. then catch a midnite movie.. "Finding Neverland".. whahaa.. both not reali knowin wad kinda movie it is... only noe the actor is good.. so we JUST bought the tix.. haha.. 'JUST'... the movie oso got mention this word.. hehee... well.. it's quite a nice show wor.. hehee.. come to think of it.. oso first time watching a movie with dez alone leh.. haha.. i forgot to return him the movie tix de $$!! *oops* hehee... aiya gek gao mehz... nxt time see u then pay u la.. hehehe..

music: Flora Chan - Wo Bu Ai..

a fine surprise in the mornin...

wow.. i was surprised by dez's blog this mornin.. his blog title was "Brave Woman"! Thanks dude... for the 'tall hat' u gave me.. haha.. yea we really long time nv tok le..haha as in seriously tok la.. keke..

sometimes i oso find it quite xin ku for him la.. but in life.. alot of things cant be helped.. the more u dun wan it to happen.. the more and more and more it comes! however i sincerely wholeheartedly really hoped he can get outta shoot-bird-eye too~ it's hard not to be brave in life... esp when u are r alone.. sometime back.. i guessed it was the someone there who made me soo weak bah.. haha... =D

hmmm... sooo i tink zuo ren shldnt be all the time thinkin how tragic u are.. shld be tinkin in a more positive way mah~ u will definitely need hell lotta courage la... it's juz abt convincing yourself bah.. convincing others is easy.. but be frank to yourself and win own heart and mind! and ya like i said it's the timing.. one day u wake up, u might realise u are suddenly seeing things in normal view instead of shoot-bird view le!

here is a paragraph written by Dez..
quite suited to my 'kan kai' topic couple days ago..=D

可能我已经开始慢慢地淡去，
不会再为了某些事愁眉又苦脸了。
看开某件事真的很不容易，
也许时常挂在嘴边说：“算了，算了”
那到底是“算了”你还是“算了”我？

haha btw... yday the both let and i went to Expo Robinson Warehse Sale and bought pillows bedsheets... etc.. carrying a damn BIG plastic bag of stuffs home.. hahaa she keep saying we are like aunties.. haha but to me.. stil alrite la.. at least we're not wearing like an auntie.. coz we're in workwear mah.. heh.. anyway recent years de CNY i will buy bedsheets for the family de la.. so juz change of location to do the shoppin.. hmmm everythin was sold at a cheaper price.. pillows everywhere! until duno how to choose oso.. haha.. oso duno the one i bought is nice anot.. juz hope i dun have neck strains anymore bahh.. haa

today lunch was on our director, Beng Choo.. vegetarian buffet.. wow marvellously delicious.. hahaa perhaps it's bcoz i love vegetarian food bah.. haha... the time now is 02:22pm.. wow.. soooo sleepy leh.. shitz.. ltr after wrk meeting bunny they all for dinner.. he better remember to bring the webcam he bought for me yday.. hahaa then tonite i can use mah.. hehee... yeappie.. all goin overseas le.. nxt time muz communicate thru webcam le.. else they come back 2yrs ltr cant recognise le.. hahahaha.. =D (exaggerating la...)

music: Tata Young - I Believe

hahaa went to meet bunny lawrence eddie karen and kevin after wrk at Cine.. tot of eating cartel.. but ended up eat long john lorr.. haha but dun mind la.. cheaper.. haha.. actually law goin to dbl-0 de.. then i say i wil go home.. then they suddenly change of plan.. say go ZOUK.. omg.. then bunny kevin say dun go dbl-0 de.. suddenly wana go le...coz it's Zouk.. haha.. i nv been there before lehh... so went along too.. haha.. but today go there din drink much.. coz play 5-10 i made law drink all the time.. hahhaa..after tat he high liao.. go dance floor le..haha... followed by kevin and bunny who 'tar' the jugs.. hahaa... i really not into dancing wan lor.. hahaa so juz STONE-ed there... hahaha... hmmm but overall go with them not bad lar.. hehee quite fun.. see a diff law tonite.. haha coz he was with a gal.. hahaa.. oh ya.. Eddie is a fortunate guy to get Karen as his gf.. she seems a v.nice gal.. or rather really quite nice lah.. hehe.. we shared a cab home together..

now playin with the webcam bunny help my buy.. hahaa so fun.. i drinkin "barcardi" and eating bread in front of the cam... hahahaa....=D good nitez blog.. bth le.. eyes cannot open le.. hengz tmr no need to wrk.. =p

music: Mariah Carey + Westlife - Against All Odds

Have A Break... Have a Kit-Kat!

真的也.."休息是为了走更长远的路"....
偶尔放个小假.. 精神爽! 心情好!

yesterday woke up at 12plus in d afternoon.. haha then had lunch at home... and headed to Kimage @ Northpoint le.. heehee.. did rebonding.. cut off all the dry ends.. wow now my hair so short :(... and did a small treatment.. and shampoo well it comes all in a package la.. plus the member card points and another 20% discount.. overall price was quite o~k la.. hehhee...sat 4 hrs in the salon.. then reached home was dinner time le.. haa.. watched zhong wu yan until dozed off.. and woke up 10pm liao.. hahaa..=p

hmm... this week gonna be a short one.. heehee coz thurs and fri will be holiday for me again! =D

My Fun Weekend-HolidaY !!!!

forgive me.. this gonna be another damn-long post of mine.. =p

like i mentioned earlier, was on leave on friday.. bunny picked us up and checked in to the East Coast Chalet..as we din have much to prepare, juz went to have dinner nearby and then started playin games le.. haha luckily Karen(Eddie's gf) brought a fun game.. "Taboo" a similar game to Pictionary but we are supposed to describe and there are some taboo keywords not allowed to mention.. haha had fun playing it!! oh and oso played UNO and Dai Di la.. hmm at nite bunny drove me to city hall.. i met up with JuN Yong Dez Hui and Boo.. headed to InK @ Westin Stamford.. wow it's a beautiful place!! we said it looked like the Distinctly Bold Nokia Adv. location.. haha.. come to tink of it.. it's not impossible wor.. haha.. heard frm Mandy.. everythin there was so ex.. haha even the chips are expensive ones.. i seen before at Carefour it's sold $9+ per packet.. omg~ hehee after such a high-class place.. they suggested eating "chou dou fu" at paya lebar/geylang.. -_-" but anyway ended eating beef horfun at geylang again.. coz the "chou dou fu" stall closed le.. hmmm.. then headed home..

Saturday.. was even more fun! coz a whole big grp of us went to Sentosa! Jimmy came to pick me up after praying.. reached there met up with the rest.. wahahaa.. had a court by outselves and played volleyball FINALLY! hahaa luckily nv pay $ to book SSB court..=p we oso played Captain's Ball la.. Let and I went into waters.. sit there chit chatting.. hehe.. kinda relaxed and cool sitting there.. well though WATER shouldnt be linked with the word RELAX to the pple hit by Tsunami.. hmmm oh ya.. Karen and Eddie bought a Frishbie and all started playing le.. and meanwhile we all took some photos too.. hehe.. we oso played the "name-calling" game! haha this time ahbao was the loser.. but he got the 'luck' to take photos with 2 'real-wei-da' ladies.. coincidentally they were the ones who took a grp photo for us earlier on.. haha.. ended the sentosa trip going to bath and met up with Peipei Baoying and all headed to Parkway for dinner.. and then all dead beat gone back to our chalet.. haha.. got 3 cars.. Bunny, Ahbao and Jimmy.. haha soo nice.. i had soo many good frenz frm different stages of my life comin out together..

back at chalet, we played games again... law, peipei, baoying and i started playin Zhong Ji Mi Ma.. thnx baoying suggesting to walk 3 rounds ard the coconut tree.. and oh ya btw the tree was rite in front of our neighbour's unit lor.. alot of them bbq-ing.. haha... but anyway she herself was the first loser to do the forfeit lor.. haha.. then lawrence and me oso tio.. after tat we went to walk walk ard... besides enjoying nite breeze, we kena alot of mosquito bites too.. -_-" 1plus.. headed back to our unit.. started a drinkin game they had played on the previous nite.. Indian Poker.. haha.. why issit when it is related to drinking.. i will lose??!?! i m so 'lucky' enough to keep drawing the smallest card like diamond 2 or 3 or 4 lor! shitz man.. vodka + apple juice.. hahaa though taste v.apple and sweet.. but the vodka stil made my face red and body hot.. haha.. after the game was Heart Attack time! hoho.. and switched to an 'idiot-game' introduced by Kevin.. haha then was "Acting Time"! same rules like Taboo but this time we act out the qns we tot of.. journals including movie titles and animals.. etc.. hahaa... soo farnie lor!!! omg... calvin acted as Shrek.. omg... u guys really wana take a look how he acted.. can get video clip frm me.. hahaha... this game tires all out v.soon.. all wana sleep le.. lawrence first to k.o! mei gui yong! hahaa.. we started sayin bedtime stories.. i suggested why dun we say a line each.. continue the story.. so it went like this..

"Once upon a time.. an island below Singapore.. a baby was born.. the first word the baby says was 'huh..' the parents named the baby Calvin, the brother was Benny, the father was Kevin.. " and i forgot how and why until my turn it got linked to Bunny sucking Calvin's toes.. -_-'' then went further and further.. we were laffing and laffing.. but soon all kept le.. then Calvin ended the story with all 3 main characters died.. and went to heaven.. *cold siah.. this kinda ending.. -_-"* haha..

Sunday morning.. woohoo.. this was my first chalet i slept soo soundly thru-out.. perhaps too tired le bah.. and oso we 3 gals had the beds to ourselves.. the guys shared the side beds and sleeping bags.. but stil it wasnt my own bed.. so i woke up 7plus le... then waited for the rest to wake up again.. haha.. then went to wash up and packed to check out.. headed for MacDonald's breakfast!! hahaa.. i'm juz lovin it! then 4 of us... lawrence peipei baoying and me took a cab to Bishan.. and law went home, we went walkin ard at J8...coz they are meeting a fren to catch the movie Kung Fu.. i hanged ard with them til 2plus then went home.. haha but soo qiao.. at Mos Burger i see Hui and Yong walk pass.. alamak.. how come always see him walk pass when i'm there.. they v.bad leh.. i run out to say hi.. they say "why u come out.. we rushing for time leh.. " =X but stil we said a few lines then bye le.. haha.. now home.. oh yeah! i din doze off!! coz i know if i did.. ltr wake up sure v.seh and headache again le.. hehehe.. i did it i did it!! haha... whew.. finally finised blogging this long-long blog le.. keke...

music: Ken Zhu Xiao Tian - Yong Bu Ting Zhi

back to blogging..

hmmm yesterday was simply chatting online with amanda.. and after tat felt like writin somethin.. i wasnt expecting any comments de.. but in d end soo far tat article had the most feedback since i started blogging.. *surprised* haha.. even posted onto another blog the nxt day! i've the familiar feeling like during Pri Sch days.. when u written a good essay or did a nice piece of art/drawing, it will be pinned onto the notice board.. hahaha....

i'm glad... ; ) frankly speaking to be able to write out something like tat isnt difficult.. wads most challenging is to acheive all tat.. i noe i'm trying my best.. juz like wad they always say on tv.. "if believe in it, it will be true..u can do it.." - quoted frm the drama i juz watched.. a date with vampire III.. haha..

hmmm back to my blogging.. went shoppin this 2 days.. haa.. but din really spend much $.. mayb i m stil in the "save money" mode.. tats y see anythin oso dun feel like buyin.. only bought 2 casual tops and a pair of heels for work.. haha tempted to wear them before CNY leh.. hahaa.. the tops sure is not for CNY la.. coz they're black.. -_-" duno every now and then i will change a liking for wearing a certain color.. previously was red, yellow then white... now is black.. haha.. nearly did somethin tat i'll be soo soo soo guilty and eaten bread for nothin for the past 1 month.. haha hengz i din.. hahaa a v.v.simple spagetti top tat i wun really wear often.. for $39? the price is for its brand i guess.. i already learnt not to do "impulse" things like this.. haha.. coz ltr on with tat money i bought my heels and a top.. haha.. heng ahh heng ahh.. but i really do liked tat top la.. hahaha okok fine fine..
*WOMAN* we can discuss soo much juz abt a shopping session.. =p

music: Tanya + Yanzi - Yuan Dian

看开是否代表着快乐呢?

试问有多少人能真的看开
那是小慈的 msn nick...标题是本人的今天的 nick..
VT 的是快乐和看开间只有或然关系,没有必然联系
SY 的是看开只不过是个让你心里好过一点的借口．．．
似乎回答着我俩的 nicks 啊．．=D

我俩稍微聊了一点..可是呢..却有不同的看法..
我单纯地认为懂得看开就往往最终能带给你快乐...
当然表面上说看开是自欺欺人．．要真的做到才会快乐．．
可是她说看开是另一种"装潇洒".. 看开有时后也不代表快乐..

hmmm... 这个标题根本没有对错..只是想在这讨论讨论..
我是觉得啦.. 看的开.. 我是指真真正正地看开.. 我们这个年龄还太早了..
可是我同意一定是有些事情让你直着．．放不下．．所以才想看开．．
做人不妨采取一种看开的态度也不错啊.. 凡是不要太直着..
应该说是做人的态度与观念吧.. 不算是什么借口啦．．
只不过是我比较喜欢这样..　比较轻松的感觉．．凡是不要把每件事看得太重..

总的来说．．要快乐不是光说说罢了．．首先还是要懂得看开啦！
要不然事事都放不下又怎能快乐得起来呢？

A Simple Weekend..

wow long time since i stayed at home for the whole weekend! hahaa.. i guess many such weekends to come bah! =D why am i so happy abt it? i muz be crazy.. once in awhile i stil can enjoy slacking at home.. but definitely not too long! too much of anything is no good.. haha i always like to say this.. ; )

anyway i watched alot of charity shows this weekend! first was the hk charity show for the tidal waves.. then was taiwan charity show.. oh ya saturday nite oso had a hk music award lor.. haha andy lau my idol won alot! =D then was singapore charity show.. though hk and taiwan side din have any stunts performances..but it was more entertaining.. coz the stars invited were really alot alot wor! all the big stars! perhaps i enjoy seeing pple sing more.. haha.. hmmm it's indeed nice and happy seeing idols and many big stars.. but to tink of the idea behind the whole show.. u start to feel sad le.. haiz.. natural disasters are indeed the worst and most scary weapon to anyone.. :-/

hmmm today morning i woke up earlier abit.. left home earlier abit.. took the earlier-abit bus.. but i was STILL late abit~! haiz.. wonder how early shld i go out next time? (-_-??)


music: Denise Ho Wan Ci - 如无以外
对了... 今天是阿姐惠玉的生日也! =D

Closed for ½ Day!

woohoo... the main point is not wad i did on this halfday off.. coz i juz went for my appts.. then intend to go home le..bunny and lawrence they all asked to meet up for dinner.. so went to taka macdonald to meet.. and guess wad.. eating the prosperity meal..lawrence eating his 25cents ice cream..and i hear a v.familar voice! sounds like Selina.. yeah rites.. it's Selina from S.H.E... hahaha she is walkin over frm KFC to Macdonald.. and who is she talkin to? yea rites again.. it's HEBE!! wahahaha.... i so excited keep telling lawrence and bunny.. S.H.E! S.H.E! take photo take photo! then they dun wan.. say paiseh and wear not nice blah blah blah.. qi si wo le! then i keep psychoing lawrence to take with me.. he dun wan.. WASTED lehh arghh.. really qi si wo le.. =X wooo Hebe IS pretty leh..and Selina din appear as chubby as on tv la.. =D

hmmm anyway after tat we went kino.. and walk walk and sit down for a drink lorr.. then ard 11 go home le.. i chop chop finished watching my Date With Vampire III le!! wahahaa.. =D

hahaa quite lucky get to see them horr..but this morning not soo lucky le lehh.. was late for work again.. shit today i really is bobian leh..waited bus for 20min! and the lao kok kok bus + driver drive damn slow + traffic jam! whalao walked in office only bump straight into kappa.. wakaoz.. got anything better than this? and tat stupid user wana make changes to program again.. how come she soo fickle minded.. before uat say this after uat say another thing.. argh.. -_-" why she cannot make up her mind?? shitz.. k ler.. now go do work le.. =X


music: A Date With Vampire III - Gu Xing...

新的一年开始了。。。

也许是新的一年开始了。。
过去这两年的年底，都在很乐观地想。。
hmmm 明年一定会更好。。。
但是都没有更好咯。。
天灾人祸，病症，大牌红星一个接一个走了。。。
2005 年的开始并不是满怀希望的盼望着的，
只希望它是快乐开心的。。。

这种想法是否太悲观了？
可是我真的有这种感觉。。
也许因为我知道今年的我一定和近两年的生活不一样，
好友们都要飞了。。心理又有打算换份工。。
一切都会改变。。 人是不喜欢改变的。。。尤其是我。。
可能因为周围常有些我不能接受的改变使我更害怕改变。。。

说真的。。 有时我觉得自己还蛮悲观的。。 哈哈！
但是还会笑。。 是否代表我也蛮乐观的呢？？
真矛盾。。。


music: 罗志祥 - 灰色空间

A Tired weekend again.. =D

wow this 3 days.. everyday wake up go out til late nites.. hmm reali treasure times wif these guys man..else i duno how things wil be like after esp. Yong fly..=p

Friday.. New Year's Eve..
after "workin" ½day.. i made my way back to yishun.. Yong came to pick us up.. and went town.. wana meet Jun.. but end up his car got problem hav to go home first -__-" leavin Yong Dez and i.. till dinner.. we went Fish & Co. hmm spore so small?? i met ericL and amanda there! anyway a guy got called up to stage to sing.. he sang 'Heaven Knows' omg.. his pitch all fly until duno where.. haa then met up with boo jun mandy.. we went to Clarke Quay to countdown.. haha.. hmm spore realli not v.big leh.. juz walked out out car i see Minglong! hahaa we had real fun with the foam and ribbon sprays!! and at the countdown stage there.. hmm spore is indeed small.. ask a lady help us take photo..guess wad she is frm YSS! well after everythin.. we wana eat tau huey.. but mis-communication.. our car went to selegie.. boo's car went to geylang since selegie tau huey din open.. we went to meet them at geylang.. too crowded.. juz had a drink at kopitiam.. then we all tired wana go home le.. reach home oso 3plus loh... bathed and blowdry hair.. slept at 4plus..

Saturday 1st Jan!
afternoon met up all of them to go KTV! woohoo so long nv go with 'em... i so happy & excited when i see all the Yanzi new songs available!! whaahaa... all they way down is dian her songs.. =D so long nv go.. it's quite enjoyable to sing all the songs u nv sing b4... Yanzi's Wo De Ai, Wo Ye Hen Xiang Ta, Ben, Tong Lei.. S.H.E's Hou Niao.. Mayday's Sun Wu Kong, Jue Jiang, Xiao Hu Shi.. Hu Yan Bin's Waitin For U... Zhang Dong Liang's Ji Mo Bian Jie.. hmmm after ktv was dinnertime @ Jack's Place!! and after tat was Pool @ Meriden.. and drinks at Europa!!! finally get to drink my Baileys Irish Cream.. =D the day ended i reach home at 2plus again..

Rainy Sunday.. Today!
Yong came to pick me at 1040am.. we sent Ngiam to airport.. ha he's on his way to Philippines Manila! reached airport ard 1130.. all of us hungry like -__- quickly ate BK meal.. then 12plus ngiam joined his colleagues.. we left after tat le.. went over to suntec.. catch a movie.. "Meet The Fockers" =D a reali nice and farnie movie!! the baby Little Jack was REAL cute! lately all the Jacks are sooo cute!! stil remember Jack-Jack in Incredibles! whahaaaaa.. today we had dinner at ARAB STREET!! this time round ordered de food much nicer than last time! Yong finally have his Si-Sha!! whahaa... i had a try too.. sweet sweet de.. wahaa... then Dez and Yong had the rest le.. i busy takin photos only.. haha.. wahaa whole day rainin.. we went home early today.. 9pm reach home le.. i dozed off on sofa.. wana might as well go to bed le.. but now so awake so i come blog! =p

hao bah.. i go watch my ma xiao ling liao..good nites!

music: Lisa Ono - La Vie En Rose