music: Cai Chun Jia - 我愿意

today was supposed to be a happy occasion.. and yeah.. today.. happily i went off at lunchtime.. coz i was on PM leave to attend The ROM Ceremony~ went to meet lui to borrow camera frm her first.. haha din use much too coz there was a pro cameraman ler.. (nt informed again~ haiz).. at first was oso quite unhappy abt being informed abt this occasion juz 2 days ago.. feelin so unimportant~~ but anyway it's supposed to be a gd news la, noeing it early or late doesnt makes a diff la.. and since today i was unable to have lunch with my dad.. better do somethin in return.. so i bot a bouquet of flowers for his gf.. haha.. guess she was reali happie abt it.. haaha.. keep tellin me my dad nv buy for her, lucky i buy for her.. haha.. perhaps tat shall appease him for skipping the lunch? hee.. aniwae after the event, we went for an early dinner together~~ ^^

all was well and happy.. except tat i was stressed at the beginning.... not because of the event.. but bcoz i noe i've to face the shit again.. Everytime.. EVERY SINGLE TIME.. NEVER fail...i believe this is oso not my first time complaining here.. less than 10min and 10sentences of conversation, all was already mentioned.
1) when issit my turn? where is my bf?
2) why do i hav pimples on my face?
3) have i put on weight?
HA! u might say i'm taking it too seriously.. but then i seriously dun feel happy answerin these qns lor.. yea tats me.. buay song! c'mon what kinda ans do they really wan? the nxt time u ask me or anyone such qns, pls tink twice.. wad kinda ans can they give u~~~

i'm not juz directing at anybody la.. but some of my frenz oso lidat de~~ why do ppl like to ask me where is my bf? IF I HAVE ONE, I WILL SHOW U, BUT NOT WHEN I DUN HAV ONE~ I'M ONLI 23-24.. WADS THEIR PROBLEM? WHETHER I GET MARRIED ANOT.. DOES IT REALLY BOTHER THEM?? DO THEY REALLY CARE ABT IT SO MUCH? OR R THEY JUZ FINDING SOME STUPID TOPICS TO CHAT ABT? now why are there pimples on my face? I AM DOIN MY BEST ALREADY.. WASHIN THE CLEANSER 4 TIMES PER DAY.. UNTIL 破皮 SOMETIMES.. PIMPLES HAV CUT DOWN TOO.. HAV BEEN SPENDING SO MUCH ON FACIALS, SEEING DOC AND TAKING PILLS.. DRINKIN BOILED WATER INSTEAD OF TAP WATER.. TRIED SLEEPING EARLIER.. WAD ELSE SHLD I DO?? then why have i put on weight? I GUESS VERY UNFORTUNATELY I DRINK PLAIN WATER OSO CAN PUT ON WEIGHT LOR~~ DO U WANA SPONSOR ME MARIE FRANCE? if not jolly well stop askin me why why why.. i'm reali pissed off~ it's CNY a couple of days more.. i can expect more of such crap to come!~ juz tell me what's there to look forward to besides the pathetic $100+ angbao money -__-" i used to love family gatherings.. but not now anymore... =(

i'm sorrie for being harsh.. but i'm juz feeling unhappy abt it.. so since i hav a blog.. i decided to pen it down.. i believe after awhile i will feel better.. thnx for reading my nonsense.. x_x" as agreed earlier with mei, i'm going to meet her for a jog @ gym.. sweat it out!!~~ =D